It also sounds like you and your father have some serious issues and there is a lot of pent up anger on your part because he left you. Is that right?
About the PC, maybe your father cannot afford it, but I understand why you are upset that he dismissed your feelings like that. Perhaps next time play up the fact that having your own computer is very helpful for your education as well, which will help you make more money in the future.
I dont like my father and i dont want his money
And yes the video games helped me alot i even learned english from them
i hate my father bicuze he ruined my life and now he cannot just buy me one simple thing its not like he left me a house when he left or anything like thay and now he says i am a child for playing games
And also my mother she told me she dont have money to buy me that computer i mean i asked only for that thing since 2012 and none bought me that now i told them i dont want their f*****g money or a computer from them
i am full with hate right now i hate myself they just call me a kid and say alot of bad things to me both my mother and my father
I heard my father on the phone with my sister he said i am not crazy to buy him a stupid computer he is not a child anymore
its so stupid people here all have low iq and in america all play games even the 40 year olds
I am so sad as i said to you i still dont feel love or anything 1 day i get sad i cry other day i try to smile to look good then after that day i cry again
My own mother today told me *ta qifsha ftyren ta shkerdhefsha* and for a mother to say that to her child there is nothing worst i cannot translate it cuz on english it dosent sound so bad it means ill f**k your face but not in a sex way or anything but on my language when she said that my heart still hurts