Are you convinced you've got HIV and want to die from the fe

I totally relate to everyone on here. 2 months ago I had unprotected sex with a guy I have known for 10 years. (I am a female) It was an accident and the moment it happened (no protection) i almost wanted to stop, but i didnt. Well, at the time I was suffering a mild sinus infection. 2 months down the road it has now turned into bronchitis. Ive had no fever or anything but i am freaking out!! 6 weeks after possible exposure, I went to the health dept to get tested. Negative. The lady told me I have to come back at the 3 month mark to be sure. This is nuts.. I cant believe I let the heat of the moment trick me in to being ok with no protection. My male friend used to always have cold sore outbreaks and I always wondered why. Dry cough too.. (freaking me out even more) why didnt I put 2 and 2 together?? Ugh, never again. I have to wait 30 more days to be sure. OMG I will not come near anyone with a ten foot pole unless they are tested and show me proof. I am so nervous guys. ALWAYS USE PROTECTION NO MATTER WHAT. The dam sexual episode wasnt even worth all this worry..ugh

I'm glad I'm not the only one who is crazy. Last time I got tested was last yr and it was neg. I never went back 3 months after and Idk y. I've had a few unprotected sex and now I'm goin crazy. It all started when I went to the hospital for chest pains and they did an EKG and blood test and concluded it was from stress. So I went he and looked up stress symptoms and that when I came across hiv symptoms which are basically the same. That was a week and an half ago. Every since then I been getting more and more symptoms like..... Sore throat. Canker sores in my mouth. Mucle pains and this strange sore that's located under my arm(. No fever or diarrhea or throwing up tho) I'm so scared idk what to do but I can't keep livin like this... I'm constantly lookin up the same symptoms everyday. Since scared to get tested I convinced my last sex pRtner to get tested tomorrow. And see what his results are. And if his is neg ima just go ahead and get one.... I have a lil girl and I don't wanna die. I'm so scared. I learned my lesson and will never have unprotected sex again. I just need to get down to the bottom of this. Can stress really cause all these symptoms.??? Please pray for me y'all

even if all of you are HIV+ with the recent medical advances you can live forever if you start the correct treatment soon,

 

For those who suspect that they might be HIV+ just go have the test as soon as possible because if you start the treatment early your immune system will be fine, if you leave it untreated HIV will destroy your immune system and you will get into really serious health problems.

correction

when I say "for ever" I mean a normal life and HIV will not degrades your health

Everyone on this thread and to anyone out there who is always paranoid about HIV, you all need to calm the hell down. You and your paranoid delusions. You're probably reading this comment right now thinking to yourself,  that you have HIV.  Well you don't, no matter what your paranoid delusions tell you and if the by chance that you do have it, your life is not over. HIV is something you can live with. It's almost the same as diabetes. It sucks, it really sucks, but it's not an automatic death sentence like it was 30 years ago and while it's not the most fun existence, people are actually living happy and healthy long lives who are HIV positive.

 

I think you need to calm the heck down. If you had a negative test result a year ago, there is very little chance that any infection of HIV since then can causes illness's this quickly. If you have a sore throat, it's probably because you have a cold or strep or something which causes canker sores in your mouth and muscle pain. And the sore under your arm is probably just that, a sore and yes, stress can really cause all of these symptoms. Just go have the damn test done so you can feel better and don't have anymore sex partners.

I am going through the same Thing , I have been in a committed relationship for 3 Years , we have a little girl who we adore so much. We have been fighting and arguing alot and he has cheated in the past and gave me hpv, I found out when I was pregnant that I had It. To this day I still Feel i cant trust him. One day we had a fight and I left , I went to a Guy that ive known for YEARS We use to hang out back when. I was still in school , we were friends with benefits we just chill and have sex. So i went to his house and we had sex Protected but oral Unprotected , a week later I got sick due to my allergies because the weather changed, I had tonsil stones and a swolen irritated throat , I went to his house again and we had sex protected and unprotected and oral unprocted again , he came in my mouth and I swallowed. This was almost 3 months ago and ive had a sore throat since and neck pain, and diharrea and joint pain no cough or high temp but i do sweat in my sleep. I have also gotten a weird bump on my gums. i am very scared That i may have contracted Hiv , to make the situation even worst, After we had sex he would want to meet up in public places to talk to me he said he had something to tell me but it was always bad timing I was at work or with my child. When ever we did meet up he never said much . I am tripping I took the oral-quick hiv home testing test and it said negetive but it hasnt been a full 3 months yet. My boyfriend knows I told him every thing and how I think I Have it he thinks I am paranoid and says google will make you crazy and to get off the internet, I asked but what If we do have it and he says "We Dont" .....