m use to masturbate my clit in order to have orgasm for 2-3 year. now m worried if my hymen or vagina have changes :( every time after doing that m disappointed embarrassed n hating my self badly.. i feel like m doing wrong to my future husband. i often worry about if he came to know about changes ( m not sure about changes) he will call me characterless?? i left my true love so that i couldn't have him..n i never met him r talked him..i was in contact of fb with him.. i never had a bf r anything like that.. would someone hellp me plzzzzzzzz?? :(