before i start talking. i have to state that i am a normal 19 year old.
i have takin probably 8 or 9 tabs in my life. all with the intent of rolling hard.
but i think as a result, i am more prone to feelings than the average person.
like my brain has been rewired. it can be written off as schizophrenia.
but, if i feel, others can have the exact feeling around me.
no matter how random the feeling(this has been going on for a solid three to four months).
it's something to do with my brain chemistry.. like i never came down off a roll..
if you know what i'm talking about, you'll get it..
so pretty much. i am clueless on what the f*** i should do.
i know im not crazy. the facts are to exact to be called coincidence.
to factual to be diphtheria or schizophrenia.
a lot of people have a story to tell about this.. i just want to know how to change it.
i have takin probably 8 or 9 tabs in my life. all with the intent of rolling hard.
but i think as a result, i am more prone to feelings than the average person.
like my brain has been rewired. it can be written off as schizophrenia.
but, if i feel, others can have the exact feeling around me.
no matter how random the feeling(this has been going on for a solid three to four months).
it's something to do with my brain chemistry.. like i never came down off a roll..
if you know what i'm talking about, you'll get it..
so pretty much. i am clueless on what the f*** i should do.
i know im not crazy. the facts are to exact to be called coincidence.
to factual to be diphtheria or schizophrenia.
a lot of people have a story to tell about this.. i just want to know how to change it.
I don't know if this will help you because I have never took that so i don't know what it does to you bu I'm also 19 and all I can say and take no affence to this but try to become clean. Life of you should become better for you. I do know that at first t would be hard to stop from taking it if you are addicted to it. But if you set your mind to try to become clean and you never you know you might.