Ever since my first panic attack or according to my psychologist, everything seems dreamlike, like im really drunk/drugged, cant focus feel disorientated and confused all the time. Feels like my mind is on overdrive most of the time, when i go sleep it just keeps wandering and takes forever to fall asleep, but when i do i get the worst nightmares, its like confusion and the dreams dont make any sense, like im in another world of mental torture when asleep. This is just the tip of the iceberg of the symptoms and problems. So ive been worried about going insane, dying, like im disappearing.
But ive seen every kind of specialist/gp/therapy and taking medication and wont fix the problem, nor nothings found. They just think its anxiety/depression.
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damn dude! how long ago was this? if your like 40 years in theres nothing we can do, but if this happened like 2 weeks ago it probably wont last forever.
however that tremendously sucks. even your dreams are the same way?? for me usually even if sh*t sucks, i will eventually have a good dream or two. nightmares in addition to this sounds like it would only make you scared to rest and recharge which is important because it will arm you for defeating the other bad emotions.
i cant really suggest anything useful.. but hey as long as your mind is in overdrive, you could probably document this somehow and become really obsessive compulsive about it, maybe write a journal or two, come up with a chant that symbolizes the emotions, become soooo super freaked out about it that people dig it... could be fun. but yeah. oh maybe rock climbing! i found a good outlet in that after quitting cold turk one time. yeah i mean honestly i doubt the emotions will ever completely "go away" they will just change. every experience youve ever had kinda does the same thing, just stays with you in your memory and doesnt go away completely. i think the normal way people deal with bad emotions is to be able to find an outlet for them in some way. if your looking for a seriously right in the frikkin thick of it outlet for RIGHT NOW hard physical labor is real good. chopping wood, breakdancing, yelling like a roman warrior about to enter battle. but for subtler outlets... setting goals and accomplishing them on a piece of paper, f**k with the way the goals change over time, stuff like that... i dunno. i got nothing real, im just having fun. i guess. maybe im trying to have fun and end up just being a f*****g kook.
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How long have you been smoking? How much? And a very important question: It´s skunk weed or strong cannabis of any type?
In my opinion you have THC intoxication. THC don´t get out of the body quickly like other drugs and there is a lot of weed with ridiculous amounts of THC but on the otherside, there is a lot of weed with huge amounts of THC that let´s you intoxicated for days.
I smoked for more than 10 years, withdrawals sucks, it´s hell and the symptoms that you described are part of intoxication and withdrawal when i quit or slow down. But there are many other symptoms of withdrawal...the fear and depression is almost unbearable.
And be careful with psychiatrist´s pills. In my opinion it´s not good.
I think that the best is: find a psychologist that really understands marijuana. It´s not common, the majority of doctor today don´t know what´s going on with strong types of weed but there are some that already know what is happening, they can help you and without medication.
Good luck
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