I found out yesterday that I am pregnant. I have always known if this were to happen I would have an abortion. I am calling the clinic nearest me tomorrow to set up a medical abortion appointment. However, ever since taking the pregnancy test, all I have done is sleep. I can't eat and my stomach is upset all the time. I have no desire to do anything except lie in bed. I am hungry but can't eat and when I do, my stomach doesn't agree with me. I don't want to talk to anyone but at the same time want to talk to someone. At the clinic, they have a therapy option available for me to talk to them before and after the surgery...should I wait until then? I feel so outside myself.
Don't be too hard on yourself right now ! I am in the exact same possition. I just found out i am prego, i think or i'm about a month. I hope i'm not any more. My Hubby and i already have 2 beautiful boys ! Although we have desided to have an abortion ! I can't eat , all i do is sleep ! ect ect ect.. Same as you compleatly ! Although when i talked to the Dr he said i have to go in for some Counseling, which i guess is manditory ! Now suprisingly I have not cryed once since i found out, i have not freaked out, and i do not regret wanting this done. Kinda weird i though ! although i guess i am just that addimit on my choice ! although when i do go to see the Counseler i am ready for him to try and convince me to keep it ! I can't do that, i would lose myself, my Hubby would not be the same person, and my children would not either . I figure .. I would rather live with this dessision for the rest of my life. Then Changing my mind, and wishing i had made it .... for the rest of my life !! Big Hugs girl , it will all be ok !