so I'm male,16,and also gay.8 weeks ago my boyfriend told me he wanted to have sex with me.we have touched each other but we haven't been serious.when I was 10 years old I was raped by my father while he was drunk ( he says he mistook me for mom ).since then I get scared, treble,scream,and start crying.I have told my doc about this and he said it's a trauma and that it will go away.but my bf and I broke up because I told him I didn't want to.my bf has been playing nasty tricks on me and he told me not to be alone or what happened when I was 10 might happen again!I'm scared please HELP ME I might get raped again:(
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You should talk to an adult....someone who knows what happened and is close to you. Or go to the police...threatening someone is against the law. He can't hurt you if you don't let him. Show no fear. Keep people around you at all times so you are not alone. Pretend it doesn't bother you because most likely he is doing this to scare you because you won't do what he wants and he feels rejected. Pretend like it doesn't matter to you and he will go away. Good for you for taking control of your body tho.