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Brandon again, another milestone, 9 months today! feels good! Can now say im pulling out of the funk. I never listened to my body when I was a smoker, (not that my fat ass had much to say lol) Now a days im listening, and its taken a while to decipher its language. Now I can tell what is causing the issues through experimentation and research. I also tried to quit caffeine and soda pop at the same time, then I discovered doing that threw off my acidity, and caused aweful acid reflux, which promptly quit after I drink a pop every other day or so. Ill deal with that craving later.... The smoking is in the past, no desire, no crave, its repulsive now, cant stand to see people smoking, or god forbid smell them, and thank god its not me anymore. Ive come to terms that ive damaged my body, irreversibly as well. I now know that I can only try to better myself through excersize and healthier living. There is a certain devotion that I feel to myself, that I owe it to myself to be better and get better. I realize now that's all I can do. Learn the language of my body, take action when needed. I feel in another three months at my solo 1 year free party, I will have almost 100% normalized after quitting. I was in denial as I think a lot of you are as well, that its not gonna take that long to feel amazing. Years and decades of poisoning and damage, simply cannot go away so fast... The body must take its natural course to healing, and we have to live with it until it can, and all we can do is try to help it along the way. A solid year or more is what its gonna take, plain and simple. Re writing ones body chemistry plays tough on us. Cell die-off is hard on the lymphatic system. Especially the nerve cells which take the longest to regenerate. Our bodies absorbed all those 4000+ chemicals we inhaled 20+ times a day every day for years and decades. Now the body has to rid of all that c**p, and its tough on us. Give it time!
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Worst bloody thing I ever did was quit!! Have felt like utter c**p EVER SINCE, and as I said, I quit two YEARS ago.
Never should have bothered.
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I smoked a pack a day for 38 years as a slve to nicotine and I NEVER EVER wann go back to that shitty addiction! Looking forward never back:)
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