I first started smoking weed when I was 13. I though it was a wonderful thing to relieve stress and it wasn't bad at all. well a couple of months ago while being high I felt like a looser. I started having deep thoughts about things. I didn't care about it though beacuse I thought it was just me being high. Then on September 24 I decided to smoke a blunt with my brothers friends and thats when I lost it. I had a horrible experience. I thought my lungs collapsed, I couldn't breath, and then became dead. I thought this whole time I've been alive I've been dead also. I was scared beacuse no one of my friends that I was with understood what was happening with me, they kept telling me I'd be okay and to shut up but I was scared. I got lost in my thoughts and ever since that I've never been the same. I feel like things will get better at one point but it hasn't. I found out that I deal with anxiety and latley anything I hear scares me. I always feel like something bad will happen if I don't do something now. I hope things will get better soon. Help?
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