I'm a very straight guy but for years I been wanting too suck a penis and let a guy cum in my mouth yet I That all I want I don't get attracted to guys relationship wise I just wanna suck one is that gay?
Honey it's fine. It understandable that you want to tr new things. If you are going to try make it clear it's only experimental and you are not looking for a relationship (be subtle). But you might really enjoy it and want more that doesn't mean you are gay that just means you might be bisexual but heteroromantic
I have too experienced the same fantasies for years and I am 36 yr/old. I have been with over 100 women but I like to eat my cum and finger my ass.