hi, i'm 24 and a few weeks ago i took a pregnancy test and it was positive..i have been with this guy for two years on and off..and probaly the worst relationship i have ever been in..Drugs, abusive, drinking all the time, cheating, anything imaginable, we went through it..so i have a huge decision to make and dont know how to do it..i have not told me family because they hate him so much he isn't even allowed around my family..and i know that this will kill my mother..and i will be raising this baby on my own because the father has a problem drinking which leads into drugs..and i do not want to bring this baby up in a life like that..so i have a appointment on dec 6th to have a abortion..but i keep thinking he will change and grow up and want to be a dad he is 27 but does not act like it at all..he barely works because he parties every nite and sleeps all day..i just know my life will be hell if i have this baby..i'm just terrified to go through with a abortion...anyone out there that can help me PLEASE any advice will help...