its ok, ur not to blame for this. my parents split when i was 2 i dont see my dad as he is all ways abroad. i myself have never been in this situation but my boy friend was for 6 years. he even nearly died form it. and ur teachers are either stupid themselves or to lazy to be bother to help my teachers have never been like that, i go to the royal school armagh. i hope this helps its nothing really but with experience from my bf a few kind words can make al the difference.
sophie age 12
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I had a very solitary life all throughout elimentary school. No friends in class (exept in 3rd grade, but he left mid-way through school.), so I had no solcial skills. Then I entered middle school, and things changed. I got more friends, a girlfriend even. But I was (and am) defencive and aggresive in my mind. I imagined beating up criminals who threatened me and my girlfriend, but I was often stuck there, and when I "woke up" my adrenaline levels went up. The only way I could really calm down is either hyperventilate or bite somewhere on my arm. Then in the middle-end of the 8th grade My girlfriend broke up with me for an 18-year-old in New York, then 'broke up' with him for a now 15-year old in highschool. Being me, I began imagining kicking his butt, but same deal- high adrenaline-Biting-calming down. I'm mostly over it now, but I still have defend-thy-family fits from time to time. I hope you calm down, and good luck. ^-^
hi,i am mom of 5 from Denmark...i am so sorry that you have to experience all this insanity from your home....LIFE is not meant to be this way...LIFE is for LIVING and living fully.....with happiness,true love,peace,harmony,contentment and FULFILLMENT....NOW THIS IS POSSIBLE! .but it will NOT COME from your parents,nor any boy friend,OR ANYONE but can only be located DEEP INSIDE OF YOURSELF......YOU SEE,WE HUMANS ARE ALL BORN INTO A WORLD OF ILlUISION.THERE IS NOTHING REAL ABOUT IT.i do not mean the Earth,she is our GIVING MOTHER,but the world is something different...it is all the so called humans ( hu-man means great and wise! what a laugh huh?when a little child grows up ,the dark side of the force tries to take over. we must become pure again,like a little child...and sit on top of our ego,instead of it sitting on us,and telling us lies and deceiving us.How can we be free again? well,find the ancient knowledge of returning to the GARDEN...PULL UP ON THE NET THE SONG THAT JONI MITCHELL wrote at the time of the greatest festival in history took place ,namely" WOODSTOCK....( SEE IT ON THE NET OR GET IF FROM YOUR LIBRARY,OR DVD SHOP!...YOU will SEE ,a kind of heaven on earth,the true people of peace,the teens of 1969.....my mom was a creator of it..... BUT regardless of what happens out side of us,we must take our focus INSIDE.....INSIDE OF YOU IS A VERY PRIVATE AND TRULY HOLY PLACE THAT CAN BE KNOWN ONLY TO YOU. IT IS YOUR PRIVATE GARDEN....PURE,TOTAL HARMONY,AND IMMACULATE BEAUTY AND LOVE...THE REAL LOVE,that comes only from the SOURCE of all LOVE and LIGHT in the Universe...".NOW YOU SEE that YOU are REAL....spending all your LIFE at EASE.LIFE'S OURS for the making....PURE JOY is WAITING for YOU and me,HAVE YOU HEARD,?HAVE YOU HEARD? these are words from the great group from England,..'THE MOODY BLUES. LISTEN ON THE NET ESP. THEIR MOST COSMIC CD.." IN SEARCH OF THE LOST CHORD" AND ALSO GET THEIR PLAY LIST.. have you heard the SOUND of the atoms singing.( see 'string theory on the net,and proposed by pythagorus thousands of years ago.Humans ,when they reach past puberty...should get their 3rd eye re-opened...so they can behold the PERFECTION of that Universe INSIDE...if you are interested in receiving this know how ,contact me...put me down as a friend and i will communicate with you...remember what a friend of my mom's said in his song" ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE"WHAT JOHN SAID IS TRUE....may the Universe of PURE LOVE and LIGHT,BE WITH YOU ALWAYS!
it is I the mom again....hope that you read my reply post.....all in this world is illusion.....but REALITY EXISTS WITHIN.INSIDE of YOU.there ..IS AN ENTIRE UNIVERSE OF PURE LIGHT AND LOVE..Right INSIDE of you......no one can get this from the world,or PEOPLE. You can be able to go there ,if you have the Knowledge to do so....then you will KNOW what REAL LOVE IS..if you want to re-discover the TRUE MAJIK.....the way back to the HEART of HEARTS.....Life is not meant for sorrow,or pain,but for JOY ,LOVE,HARMONY,COMPASSION,CONTENTMENT,and that FULFILLMENT that you seek,.......................................you are in all reality a being of pure SPIRIT,and LIGHT..............neither philosophy ,nor religion can reveal this .....only.... the INNER-KNOWLEDGE.can.................IF YOU WISH THE KNOW HOW,send me a message......
. the daughter of a mom who was close friend with JOHN,who sang 'ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE"
That's no way to speak about your soul mate.
After 9 enduring months, I have returned... Only to, at this point, call you out as a stalker.