i just hoping weather their is anyone who can help or relate to me in any of my problems because i need do need help
i just dont know what my problems mean.
first off i have a completely blank mind, mood swings one moment ill fell really good and happy
and the next moment it go straight to being miserable or scared or angry
i fell like i cant connect to anyone, like im really different
and everyone hates me and dispises me. i feel alone most of the time
sometimes my brain just shuts down it feels like someone has just
smacked me in the head and my body starts to sway by itself and ive noticed my body always
feels like its moving by itself rocking back and forwards and i constantly twitch non stop
i feel like i can never relax or just stop i feel like i have to constantly move my feet
i have wierd feeling in my head like at one moment in my brain it will feel cold in a
certain area then hot in another and then it feel like something is inside my head
slightly moving around, i also talk to myself alot without noticing it and then eventually ill
relize that im talking into a mirror having a full on conversation also i have no concentration
ill just stare at someting for ages, i used to have terrible dream like night terror were
id wake up and cant move and cant scream be so scared, i always bit my nails and the skin
on my fingers i dunno if that means anyfin but im just always on edge like im waiting for something to happen
and im always paranoid i feel like i can sometimes feel something following me and because
i know im different i sometimes thing i have like special powers or something like im
just waiting to use them on someone and like can read peoples minds or influence there
thoughts or feelings, im constantly thinking about the future worried about weather
im gonna die or how im gonna die like from radiation, im always worried about
weather or going good or sinning like gods gonna punish me or im gonna go to hell
when i die, also i feel like i have a split personality like one side is good and one is bad
but i know who both are, and when its the bad side it feels like i could do something really bad and terrorble rage builds up.
my head sometimes just goes loose and light like i have no control, i just feel
dumb all the time, i act out situations in my mind and i play the people asif im them,
i usually feel like im on a deeper level of thought compared to everyone else. thats all of them that i can think of.
please if you can help please do.
i just dont know what my problems mean.
first off i have a completely blank mind, mood swings one moment ill fell really good and happy
and the next moment it go straight to being miserable or scared or angry
i fell like i cant connect to anyone, like im really different
and everyone hates me and dispises me. i feel alone most of the time
sometimes my brain just shuts down it feels like someone has just
smacked me in the head and my body starts to sway by itself and ive noticed my body always
feels like its moving by itself rocking back and forwards and i constantly twitch non stop
i feel like i can never relax or just stop i feel like i have to constantly move my feet
i have wierd feeling in my head like at one moment in my brain it will feel cold in a
certain area then hot in another and then it feel like something is inside my head
slightly moving around, i also talk to myself alot without noticing it and then eventually ill
relize that im talking into a mirror having a full on conversation also i have no concentration
ill just stare at someting for ages, i used to have terrible dream like night terror were
id wake up and cant move and cant scream be so scared, i always bit my nails and the skin
on my fingers i dunno if that means anyfin but im just always on edge like im waiting for something to happen
and im always paranoid i feel like i can sometimes feel something following me and because
i know im different i sometimes thing i have like special powers or something like im
just waiting to use them on someone and like can read peoples minds or influence there
thoughts or feelings, im constantly thinking about the future worried about weather
im gonna die or how im gonna die like from radiation, im always worried about
weather or going good or sinning like gods gonna punish me or im gonna go to hell
when i die, also i feel like i have a split personality like one side is good and one is bad
but i know who both are, and when its the bad side it feels like i could do something really bad and terrorble rage builds up.
my head sometimes just goes loose and light like i have no control, i just feel
dumb all the time, i act out situations in my mind and i play the people asif im them,
i usually feel like im on a deeper level of thought compared to everyone else. thats all of them that i can think of.
please if you can help please do.
Hey,
You didn’t say how old you are. It’s important because many of the things you are experiencing are not so unusual for certain age. They in most cases become a problem only when they seriously affect the quality of life and it seems to me that, whether it is age related or not, you are suffering more than you need to from all of this. Did you talk with someone about it? Because you feel so isolated from everyone else and are tortured with strong feelings of low personal value, I think it would be best if you confided what are you going through to your doctor, or if you can find a therapist. There is no need for you to go through this when there are is available treatments that will, if nothing else, give you a chance to live more comfortably.
You didn’t say how old you are. It’s important because many of the things you are experiencing are not so unusual for certain age. They in most cases become a problem only when they seriously affect the quality of life and it seems to me that, whether it is age related or not, you are suffering more than you need to from all of this. Did you talk with someone about it? Because you feel so isolated from everyone else and are tortured with strong feelings of low personal value, I think it would be best if you confided what are you going through to your doctor, or if you can find a therapist. There is no need for you to go through this when there are is available treatments that will, if nothing else, give you a chance to live more comfortably.