So back in May 2017 I was pregnant with my son Gio. I had him June 4, 2017. Well ok i meet this guy through a friend and he came on to me strong . I was very vulnerable so i gave into him. When I was in labor with Gio he forced a relationship and one again i gave in. Yea he acted like the perfect Gentle man until I found out he was cheating then a month later I found out I was pregnant. Now im 26 & 6 months pregnant I caught him cheating again i let my emotions get the best of me and I put my hands on him. So now here i am bout to have my fourth kid no help. I can't stop crying because i dont understand how could I be so stupid to get pregnant or even fall for his bulshit. Now im in a messed up situation. I have no support and I'm doing everything alone. I dont know if i want this kid or not I can't make up my mind. Im stressed, I never had kids back to back my kids are spaced out im so f*****g scared out my mind and I'm hurting. I dont know what to do. I cry everyday every night no job wants to hire me. I feel like my back against the wall.
P.s.
Your not alone