Hello, I am a 19 year old female battling for my life right now. I had an unprotected high risk encounter with an ex of mine, in April; April 29 was the exact date the incident happened and ever since I have been worried I contracted HIV. I got tested July 6th and the results came back negative but I am still terribly afraid and am contemplating suicide. I've been going back and fourth with myself on whether I went too early and if i actually am HIV positive. I just don't know what to do, I've been severely depressed and anxious. I am lost completely.
you are right on one thing there is about a 6 mo window before it shows on a blood work why are you conteplating suicide if you dont know if you are hiv positive.when you say high risk encounter with your ex what do you mean by that?do you know or knew he was hiv postive ?and you say battling for your life you mean mentally ?i know your a bad situation and probably i would feel the same way but you stressing yourself can create other problems so try to relax and think positive and look at the bright side your first test came back neg.and was this your ex husband or ex boyfriend?