I woke up on the bathroom today floor again. I think I hate my self and my life. All my friends had to leave because they couldn't get in. I was alone again. As far back as I can remember all I wanted was to be loved and accepted, but instead, I was ridiculed and put down for my looks and my so called "lack of brain power." I ended up with no personality.
Do you know why you hate yourself? We hate ourselves for various reasons, id o too sometimes. Sometimes it is because I say the wrong things at the wrong time. But the problem starts when you begin to believe the words “I hate myself”. I guess you have rejection issues. I had them as teenager too, but we all must face rejection in our lives. Whether if it is Rejection from members of the opposite sex, rejection over a promotion at work, rejection at a life that does not measure up to the big plans we once had…. I have learned in the past that when rejection comes, it is not the end of the world, so I am depressed for a little while and there is a lot of self-examination, but over time I learned that rejection is not the end, but the beginning of something else.
i was mean to people in school, and some people were mean to me
i feel ten times worse about the times i was mean to other people
i wish i could apologies to people
people grow up after school, and people i knew that didn't like me/i didn't like became my friends... for a while
i feel ten times worse about the times i was mean to other people
i wish i could apologies to people
people grow up after school, and people i knew that didn't like me/i didn't like became my friends... for a while