so i dont know where to start... im 14 weeks pregnant and im so happy, yet so miserable. first of all at the time i got pregnant i was with two men.
im sure your all judging me but i dont need that right now, i need HELP!
i am with one of the men and i love him so dearly. the other i hardley knew and he is not a good person to say the least.
i wasnt in a relationship with either at the time i concieved but i am now. and i fear if the baby comes to be the bad guys i will lose the love of my life.
which leads me to the next weight on my mind, is he the love of my life?
we have been involved on and off for 10 years and we have a rocky past, both of us hurting each other but now we love one another and want to have a family
but i feel so many things
mostly alone
i feel like i annoy him when i call, he never has time for me, im contantly jealous and he cant see why. our past having a lot to do with that im sure
i could get into dates and when i was with each of them, when i got my positive test, i just need some help.
how do i know who the father is?
how do i know if he is really ready? and i dont want to push him away...
PLEASE HELP ME
i want to enjoy my pregnancy, for i have had a miscarrage and know its a blessing
but i cant right now and fear i never will
i cry at every appoinmment and i want to be happy
i also worry that i will resent my baby if the father is not the guy im with
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