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i dont know , what ever floats your boat ,as long as no one gets hurt ,take care ;-)
Sexuality is a multi dimensional spectrum, people may be attracted to many genders in many ways at different times and to different degrees. Try not to label yourself. If you like to date and have relationships with girls for the most, go for it! But don't feel restricted from fantasizing about men, it's all totally normal. I like girl porn and super rough porn but I have a very kind and loving boyfriend who I am engaged to, I personally consider myself hetero. Just do what feels right and don't ever feel the need to classify yourself
So many people want to know if what they are doing is "right". I think you want to know if you are normal.
Who's to say what's right or normal?
Sounds like you're not harming anyone.
I would be cautious in approaching another guy, depending on how they might react.
If there is someone who likewise enjoys masterbating and letting you watch, great, win/win.
I think it's pretty normal to want to watch something sexual while masterbating.
I could understand seeing another person, either gender, would be exciting for some to watch.
Some would not want to see that for various reasons; disgust, guilt, shy, etc.
I think you're pretty normal