Hello! Okay, here we go. When I was 13th in health class we learned that anybody could be a lesbian, at that point I started convincing myself, that I was straight, saying I didn't want to marry girls, yada. I couldn't handle thinking they were pretty, it made me sad, It got worse and worse, I couldn't be happy, it invaded my dreams, and everything. Now I have this awesome best friend, I've known her for ages, only started hanging out this year (9th grade) I'm really like obsessed with her, I like hanging out with her and she's a good friend, I hate when she ignores me and stuff, but now today, when we were on the bus, and she looked at me, but I was looking straight, my chest constricted and I felt really self-conscious. Does this mean I'm developing feelings for her? I don't want to be, I don't want to have anything more than our realtionship now!
It is ok to be a lesbian. The key to true happiness is to be true to oneself. Give yourself plenty of time to explore your sexuality. Whether you are straight, gay or bi, you are always in lots of company. Don't worry, be happy.