I'm 16, severly depressed, having panic attacks, and using v

:'( :-( hi i just want to say im really concerned about you and i dont know you or anything but i been their and i thought i could leave this b****** alone but its not that easy and im behind you 100% i wanted to KILL my self as well over girls wanting to bully me and i have this temper problem and i wanted to KILL them b**** but my school is my number one priority so im begging as brand new friend what you want to consider me as i really want to try something different that doenst seem to cruel and TALk to somebdy please cause trust me i did and its better to let go that keep it balled up ! ! ! ! [/url]

where are your parents? do they care or are they even involed in your life? what happened at the age of three? did you go through some trauma?Love your self, dont give up on yourself. I am 36 and tried suicide at the age of 16, I didnt die either. Do you know why because there is a special plan for you as well. I have three beautiful children and I get to help or talk to people like you. I went through all kinds of abuse and It took me a long time to realize to love myself and that its not my fault. you are so young, cherrish it; dont hate it. Its an amazing adventure to travel. good luck girl.