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*Quick tip* Even if you were completely addicted to heroin or other pain killers and went off cold turkey you would only detox for six days
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You should like you have a lot of pain and you should likely seek therapy as no child should have to deal with a situation like that.
Please know that many of us were on pills thanks to legal drug pushing doctors who were helping us control legit physical pains. Suboxone, Subutex, and Methadone have been saving people's lives for years, decades now. People who are on them are getting healthy, they are trying.
While you may never have closure from your issues with your own mother, realize that most woman are good mothers. If we weren't on here asking questions, being concerned for our babies, then it may seem we didn't care. Yet you see a ton of caring concerned mothers on here asking questions.
Reality of things is, most likely there are people that you are friends with, maybe you work with, go to church with, and these folks are currently on methadone, subutex, suboxone to maintain their healthy lifestyle. You will never know as they may never tell you. So before you are so quick to judge all mothers, understand that what you experienced in your youth was very unfair, yet does not mean that everyone is that way.
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I keep reading that withdrawal while pregnant is a Huge NONO since it can cause a Miscarriage. It's easier to treat the baby after it is born than while it's still inside.
Currently i am on 2mgs of Suboxone a day and i plan on getting pregnant so i've been doing my research. Although 2mgs is not much, i'd like to cut down more prior to getting pregnant (i know complete withdrawal is out of the question- tried twice) Yet if i can get down to the lowest amount prior it would be best. I have never been on Subutex, is it similiar to Suboxone?
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I found out I was pregnant on Aug 27th 2012, I am very upset with myself and very scared for my baby... Im an emotional wreck.. since I found out I have been using up to 120mgs of oxycodone in a day, mind you not everyday but thats the most ive used.. I usually use up to 60 mgs or close to 5 hydrocodone 10 mgs... Im very nervous for my unborn child and want to kno what I should do.. Ive been told so many things but I dont want to miscarry so I havent stopped. I go the 21st to see my doctor and talk to her about what I should do... I honestly do not want to be using anything at all during my pragnancy but I do not want to be sick or go through DTs I watched my neice who was born 2.9lbs, her private parts werent even developed right. She was addicted to opiates and nicotine. It was heartbreaking to watch this baby the size of my hand go through dts, her mother was injecting morphine, and pretty much anything she could get. I hated her with a passion and wanted to slit her throat but lets be honest I feel like me taking these pain pills pills is the same as her injecting them. I do not want to be that mother and never forgive myself for doing this to my child. I have went through detox twice and stayed clean for almost 60 days.. I know I can do it I just do not want to put harm on my child while doing it... I do not want to be on subs the whole time im pregnant just the first few weeks of DTs because after that I can handle going with nothing at all. Please pray for my child and give me any information you can... I see that subutex is the route to go because I would never get on methadone its just a opiate replacement. My main goal is to not depend on anything at all. I have always been such a strong person and it breaks my heart to know that my addiction is running my life and my childs life.. I want help and i dont want to cry anymore or look down at myself as a POS! oh and my neice is now 2 and 1/2 and is the smartest child ive ever met.. She lives with my dad and step mother thank God and is so vibrant and beautiful... she is Miss Baby of Alabama... Loves pageants and is the leader of her class... I do not believe she would have turned out this way without DHR stepping in and taking her and giving her to my family. She is 2 and has already been through an addiction and honestly I believe she will always be an addict without knowing her addiction and I pray when she is older and has the choice to do drugs that she doesnt because addiction runs in my family and my mother also used during the beginning of her pregnancy and it leaves me to wonder if it has anything to do with my psycological addiction to drugs. The withdraws dont get me so much the emotionall aspect of taking the drug.. i will lay in a bed for a couple days and get over it but its constantly on my mind... one of things where u die to get over it!! PLease help me with any info!!
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My daughter took saboxone and subutex while pregnant with my grandson. He was born May 29, 2010 with billiary atresia, a very rare (one in 15,000 to 20,000) liver disease. He had a liver transplant at eight months and the transplant went well and was successful; however, the hospital PICU (in Oklahoma City) DID NOT take proper precautions with him and he was allowed to contract a virus that attacked his lungs. He was on life support for two months and then passed away in my arms on March 25, 2011. It was the darkest day of my life and my daughter's. I do not know if the subutex/suboxone caused this, but I would certainly advise against using it during pregnancy. I don't want to scare anyone, but I would never ever want anyone to go through the pain and devestation that we have gone through - if there was even the slightest possibility. I don't believe the drug has been out long enough to have this proven or disproven - that it is safe to take during pregnancy.
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Your asking us women as a child turned Drug addict yourself, so obviously you know how easy it is to actually become a drug addict seeing as you were one yourself? I was taking medication for my back and became addicted to pain killers. Never did I become addicted on purpose!!! I hated myself for needing pain medication. When I was taking it, it never even once crossed my mind that I would ever become addicted to anything!!! I didn't grow up hearing about things like addiction so it honestly just never crossed my mind! But once I was in that position, I felt like the biggest peice of c**p. And this was after I had my son thank goodness! I was having pain with my tail bone and could hardly walk or even sit for a period of time. But even though I took suboxone to get off of them, at least I cared enough to make myself better and stop the BS. And just because I took suboxone doesnt mean I couldnt be a wonderful caring mother like the other lady referred to herself as! I truly was a good mom and still am! My son is my world and I never once neglected him or his needs. He is spoiled b/c he is an only child but in a good way! He gets all of my attention and I volunteer at his school and our church and I never once was selfish when it came to him. Just b/c I was prescribed something to help me get better doesnt make me a loser or "selfish" in your words. You make it sound like we should all just choose abortion and kill our babies instead? Or like we as women shouldnt have babies at all b/c of our addiction history. If you ask me, it takes someone with a heart that really is rooting for their unborn child to be healthy is something to be congratulated for! We do care about our babies. We want for them what we never had. We want for them to be healthy and to teach them what NOT to do and give them great advice for the future as what NOT to do b/c we have been through it! We ARE giving our babies a choice. Were giving them a chance at life and we took the necessary precautions to assure our babies would be born without any problems whatsoever!!! So we are not selfish in any way! Reading about how some of these mothers felt down right disgusted with themselves for ever having been adicted to drugs and placed on suboxone just lets you know that they do have feelings and concerns for thein unborn children! They are TRYING!!! Doesn't that count for something? If your mother never bothered to get proper help to quit her drug abuse, then I am very sorry for you. But these mothers did everything they could including worrying sick, lowering their dosages, taking the time to find the appropriate doctor's to see to it that their litlle babies would be okay if nothing but perfect! I think everyone deserves a second chance to redeem themselves. We all get into sticky situations that some of us truly never meant to get into or even thought they'd ever be in. It's a hard reality to face when you know you have let yourself down in such a big way. Then to have someone like you knock us down even further is just rude! You should be telling these women that they must and should keep up the good work! Tell them they are wonderful for doing whatever it takes to assure their babies came out just fine! Don't make them feel worse then they already do. And most of all, don't take your bitterness and resentment for your mother out on us. Go see a counselor or something. I used to take suboxone and I winged myself off the c**p bc I had every intention of getting myself back to normal. Back to the person I used to know and love! I never once stopped being a good mother nor was I ever selfish. My son is my absolute world and I thank God for them everyday. You can fall down and stay down. Or you can choose to rise back up and make a better life for yourself. Sure some ppl abuse drugs and never bother helping themselves and I would agree that CPS be involved. CPS should have taken you and your sister from your mother for certain. Why the police never did anything about that, I don't understand. But there are others who do take responsibility for their actions and move forward in changing their situation! Your allowed your opinions. I just think your wrong about us being selfish. Those who are on suboxone took the necessary steps to get off the drugs and get better! If your saying they should wait to get pregnant until they are fully off the suboxene, I agree as far as physical and mental health goes. But if they do happen to become pregnant while on it like some of these mothers, they should seek help in preventing any complications with their pregnancy and do whatever necessary to prevent their baby from being born addicted to anything. As many of these mothers did!!! Try being positive. Nothing ever comes from being negative.
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