i've had 2 abortions before. the first time i got pregnant it happend because the condom broke i was 17 years old and wasn't ready to be a mother. I was still a child of my own. My second abortion was when i was 19. I wanted my baby so bad and so did my babys father but we had so many problems goin on and bringing a child into this world and not able to give it the best life possible scared me. My babys father was facing 20 years in prison. I couldn't do it by myself! I wasn't getting any help from my family for the simple fact that they didn't like the fact that my babys father is black. So i did what i had to do and not a day goes by that i don't think about it! I'm sad and I cry. Me and my boyfriend are still together, and thankfully he got less time than we thought! He will be coming home soon and we are starting our future the right way. I am in college and doing good for myself, but I get scared that I won't be able to have babies anymore. Will someone please tell me something, am i a bad person? Will i be able to have kids again?
You will most certainly be able to have babies when you feel you are ready...
As for how you feel? Please do not keep it bottled up. It can eat you away, talk with your boyfriend, be honest and open and choose never to hide that which you feel from each other-- it will help. It will always be with you, but would you want it not to be with you at all?
Worry not. But express your feelings.
As for how you feel? Please do not keep it bottled up. It can eat you away, talk with your boyfriend, be honest and open and choose never to hide that which you feel from each other-- it will help. It will always be with you, but would you want it not to be with you at all?
Worry not. But express your feelings.