So I've been addicted to porn going on 15 years now. I masturbate vigorously with a kung fu grip that would impress even the shaolin monks in their temples. I've tried not masturbating for a month, I've tried callus remover, and I've tried several if not most creams, lubricants, and sensitizers that stores legally carry. NOTHING WORKS. I don't have ANY diseases because I've simply stopped having sex because I can't enjoy it at all and get tested regularly. The only f*****g thing I do feel however, is A) masturbation B) anal sex with my now ex - fiancé C) The headrush of slaking my lust with porn D) My insatiable appetite for more and more exciting sensation through rougher sex, or taboo/kink porn and latly E) My frustration of my addiction, constant irritability, completely loss of most normal feeling in my penis, build-up of several thick calluses, loss of my fiancé and a good relationship, and lack of money to feed all my insatiable and hyper sexual appetites and desires. I can honestly say, unless I wait for years, or just deprive myself and let my physical withdrawls kick in, I will never get any better or most likely never feel my shaft again. Also, I feel no blunt pain in my testicles at all now... is that bad? Like I can take a bat to the boys and run a mile in 6 minutes no problem. So should I be worried about that? I don't piss blood and I still haven't ruptured or scarred the tissue or interior so I would like another opinion.
no because you caused it