Then your blood pressure can be a genetic thing. Do they both use any pills for blood pressure?
My mother used to, my father is taking some.
I've been told that before. As far as being arythmic... It's not a genetic thing. Apparently it's seriously due to alcohol.
I've been told that before. As far as being arythmic... It's not a genetic thing. Apparently it's seriously due to alcohol.
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Hey guys.
Hatred, your English is great, so stop apologizing :-)
I think most of the things that John said are true - breakfast is very important and meals full with proteins,
Btw, stress in 'normal' quantities is good for your immune system- supposedly it keeps it stronger, besides no one can avoid stress - I get stressed for being stuck in a traffic jam, but I comfort myself with a thought that this is good for immunity.
What is with the throwing up, Hatred? You do it after every meal? I am sorry for being direct...
Hatred, your English is great, so stop apologizing :-)
I think most of the things that John said are true - breakfast is very important and meals full with proteins,
Btw, stress in 'normal' quantities is good for your immune system- supposedly it keeps it stronger, besides no one can avoid stress - I get stressed for being stuck in a traffic jam, but I comfort myself with a thought that this is good for immunity.
What is with the throwing up, Hatred? You do it after every meal? I am sorry for being direct...
Hi TayaTaya...
Yeah, about the English thing, can't be helped... It obsesses me, sorry.. I know I'm not... that bad... But seriously don't want to be misunderstood... I mean.. Oh whatever, I'll just do my best not to worry about it. Just everyone here, please tell me if something sounds confused...
I agree with you, Johnjnn was pretty much super helpful to me!
About stress, well... I just have stress issues. To the point my entire body and consciousness goes nut. When a stress "wave" smashes inside of me, I just collapse down in some awkward panic attack thing... I'm also on constant intense stress all the time, even if I'm relaxed..
Yes, I'm a very messed up person, I admit it..
And the throwing up.. Let's say, sometimes I can bear not doing it, when I'm like feeling good enough... But otherwise I do it if it's possible to.. Like I rarely do it at a restaurant, when there's people home or when I'm at someone else's house. But when that happened, I get obsessed... And can't think of anything else. These times, I often get out this madness with self harming. But that's not something I really "control"
I feel like I just messed up my English a lot... I hope it's not too bad.
And god I'm so not comfortable with what I wrote above.. -_-
Anyhow you guys are being cool with me so I can bear the pressure =)
Thanks.
(This reply made no sense, I'm sure of it.)
Yeah, about the English thing, can't be helped... It obsesses me, sorry.. I know I'm not... that bad... But seriously don't want to be misunderstood... I mean.. Oh whatever, I'll just do my best not to worry about it. Just everyone here, please tell me if something sounds confused...
I agree with you, Johnjnn was pretty much super helpful to me!
About stress, well... I just have stress issues. To the point my entire body and consciousness goes nut. When a stress "wave" smashes inside of me, I just collapse down in some awkward panic attack thing... I'm also on constant intense stress all the time, even if I'm relaxed..
Yes, I'm a very messed up person, I admit it..
And the throwing up.. Let's say, sometimes I can bear not doing it, when I'm like feeling good enough... But otherwise I do it if it's possible to.. Like I rarely do it at a restaurant, when there's people home or when I'm at someone else's house. But when that happened, I get obsessed... And can't think of anything else. These times, I often get out this madness with self harming. But that's not something I really "control"
I feel like I just messed up my English a lot... I hope it's not too bad.
And god I'm so not comfortable with what I wrote above.. -_-
Anyhow you guys are being cool with me so I can bear the pressure =)
Thanks.
(This reply made no sense, I'm sure of it.)
Hi Hatred,
I have to say that I really appreciate the compliments that you gave me. you really don't have to worry about your english, it is very understandable.
I have posted this because you have mention the self harming part. You have to fight that thing away. Have you considered going to some kind of therapy?
Best wishes.
I have to say that I really appreciate the compliments that you gave me. you really don't have to worry about your english, it is very understandable.
I have posted this because you have mention the self harming part. You have to fight that thing away. Have you considered going to some kind of therapy?
Best wishes.
Hi Hatred,
It has been few days since your last post, I just want to see if everything is ok?
When you have some time try to give me an update on your condition.
Regards
It has been few days since your last post, I just want to see if everything is ok?
When you have some time try to give me an update on your condition.
Regards
Hi
Sorry, was driven crazy by Xmas (old trauma thing, seriously knocks me down)
Now I'm in serious physical pain, but I'm up for an update.
Don't mind my kind words Johnjnn, I just was saying what I was thinking. And I still worry about my English, I guess it just can't be helped...
I don't really see the point of the link you posted... I'm like annoyed by my current situation... That's crazy... Maybe there is a relation with the self harming thing, I'm just not mentally there, due to the pain. I'm also recovering from Xmas, and I'm like, stunned, or I don't know... Sorry... =/
I do take Lithium salt + water... Actually I take Lithium separately, and I use water to help it go through...
Anyhow, thanks, you guys...
Will reply if you guys do!
I'm gonna go rest now..
Sorry, was driven crazy by Xmas (old trauma thing, seriously knocks me down)
Now I'm in serious physical pain, but I'm up for an update.
Don't mind my kind words Johnjnn, I just was saying what I was thinking. And I still worry about my English, I guess it just can't be helped...
I don't really see the point of the link you posted... I'm like annoyed by my current situation... That's crazy... Maybe there is a relation with the self harming thing, I'm just not mentally there, due to the pain. I'm also recovering from Xmas, and I'm like, stunned, or I don't know... Sorry... =/
I do take Lithium salt + water... Actually I take Lithium separately, and I use water to help it go through...
Anyhow, thanks, you guys...
Will reply if you guys do!
I'm gonna go rest now..
Hi Hatred,
Glad that you have posted back. I sorry that you are in so much pain. But you got to fight this. You have to set you mental line in the right direction where you will seek prosperity and happiness. Sorry if I sound like some therapist or something. Smile
If you would like you can tell me why do you have a trauma from Christmas? If not I will understand.
All the best.
Glad that you have posted back. I sorry that you are in so much pain. But you got to fight this. You have to set you mental line in the right direction where you will seek prosperity and happiness. Sorry if I sound like some therapist or something. Smile
If you would like you can tell me why do you have a trauma from Christmas? If not I will understand.
All the best.
Nah really... The Xmas thing is like.. Not a subject I can explain easily in some small text. I just can't do it... It's far too vast and complex... Sorry.
I try to (my friends help me a lot) go through and set my mind through positive stuff... Seems to work.
Anyhow gotta go, was just a quick and brief reply this time..
I try to (my friends help me a lot) go through and set my mind through positive stuff... Seems to work.
Anyhow gotta go, was just a quick and brief reply this time..
Hi Hatred
I just want to wish you happy New Year. Try your best to fight these problems of yours. I hope that 2010 will be much better then 2009.
All the best
I just want to wish you happy New Year. Try your best to fight these problems of yours. I hope that 2010 will be much better then 2009.
All the best
I wish you happy New Year too, Johnjnn!
Also.... I hope 2010 will be a much better year xD 2009 was ridiculously bad...
Anyhow, have a nice last day of 2009.
Also.... I hope 2010 will be a much better year xD 2009 was ridiculously bad...
Anyhow, have a nice last day of 2009.
Thank you for your kind wishes. How did you spend New Years Eve? I had really good time. We were at the house party with our friends.
I hope that you are feeling better these days.
Cheers.
I hope that you are feeling better these days.
Cheers.
Yeah... Went fine. I ran out of the house for New Year at the first excuse I could pick, to de-stress.
I do am feeling better now, thanks to my buddies. And I managed to lose some weight (wtf), probably due to the heavy amount of stress that was put on me. Whatever, I'm probably gonna gain it back anyway.
Thanks for the message. I'm afraid of turning schizo now, especially because of that late event...
I was on the couch after I ran away from my room, then I felt attacked. I don't remember well, but I felt somebody attacking me and beating me up. I felt real pain and everytime I got hit, I had a spasm... It still hurt afterward... Wtf?
Anyhow... Have a nice 2010 year man. Too screwed right now to re-watch my English...
I do am feeling better now, thanks to my buddies. And I managed to lose some weight (wtf), probably due to the heavy amount of stress that was put on me. Whatever, I'm probably gonna gain it back anyway.
Thanks for the message. I'm afraid of turning schizo now, especially because of that late event...
I was on the couch after I ran away from my room, then I felt attacked. I don't remember well, but I felt somebody attacking me and beating me up. I felt real pain and everytime I got hit, I had a spasm... It still hurt afterward... Wtf?
Anyhow... Have a nice 2010 year man. Too screwed right now to re-watch my English...
Hi there, I wasn't online for a week now. Just want to check how are you now?
I had a cold for a few days, so wasn't into anything...
I had a cold for a few days, so wasn't into anything...
Thanks for the reply Johnjnn
Regarding what I posted here, it's still being shitty.
Though regarding general life, at least I'm in a good mood!
I'm just not really sleeping anymore...
I hope you'll be fine with your cold..
Regarding what I posted here, it's still being shitty.
Though regarding general life, at least I'm in a good mood!
I'm just not really sleeping anymore...
I hope you'll be fine with your cold..