I am 45 I have undergone ,two back surgeries and have many other health issues. I was in a pain mangement for 2008 until just last month. I brought my husband in as well because he was having to see our MD every month at the time and he was self imployed. No insurance. they had him on 10 mg 8 a day 10 mg oxicodone. I was on six. Then moved me to 8 as well. I did not eat all of mine  but my hubby would go through them. They Kicked him out and were underhanded about it , no last script, said unless and emergancy, I had went with him in aug. when he got the news, I did get angery at the way they handled this and told his nurse I would report him to medical borad, I still had one scpit of my own to fill. They kicked me out as well for me getting angry. I know he has a problem, I wonder do I as well. I used my meds to help him go off this stuff and I as well. It did not work so well. I am disabled and so I can t work and he does construction but his work has been bad. I got into a new place  and they put me on fentayl patches of course my hubby got into them and as well he went to the hospital and got some hydrocodone. and now I am without patch or pills at least for a week. I have to do injections at this new place as well. I have had nine of theses injections before my first surgery they did not work. What do I do. I hurt so badly today, I had rather see if I can live without them but It hurts from mittle of my back down both legs. I am doing ice packs naperson and I have nerve pills, but I can t pay this place 2 times a month one to get meds other for injections witch hurt as well, I want to know  is the pain real? Is it just the side effects I do have another bad disc but can t afford surgery besides at least my orthpedic  warned me its a 50/50 chance of getting better. But will they pain go away? I have begged my MD in the passed to put me on nonnarcotic meds but he said I would always need something, what do I do What about my husbands pain, He does work on the cars yard house etc. I am limited on what I can do very limited, I only really took 5 a day. Is just the meds causing the pain in me in my Hubby. He s not in the shape Im in but what do I do. I cryed all day with pain, Is it real..... PLEASE Help cryin now, sorry for spelling not great on computers and can t get speel check to work