It's 4:39 AM I've been off it for two weeks. Can't walk very far, can't sleep at all until about 1:00 PM, weak as hell and feel like sh*t all the time. The last few months I've gone from 225 at 5'9" to 180. That's good but it came at a huge cost. Not eating for 2-3 days at a time, diarrhea 5-6 times a day and no exercise. Haven't taking a shower in a week because it to much hassle. Stink like help. So....as a disabled Vet I got hit in the back, left knee and neck. Yeah, it's a like pail full all the stinking time. I want to be off the c**p but I can't find a replacement for the pain killers and it makes me feel like a different person. So different that I have redecorated my room(tore it up) and found my Oil paintings in the shower. Ode stuff shows up in the refrigerator and cabinets and family asks " does anyone know why the ice cream is in the cabinet?" I don't remember any of this stuff. One night I tore up my bedroom and didn't remember a thing. My friends, that is scary and embarrassing and everyone thinks your f*****g nuts. Please excuse my Spanish. So, the question is: how do you get off the stuff and live? I can't tell you how many times I've had a gun in my mouth ready to end this sh*t. I wish I would have ate it with my brothers in the Army. Oh, half the sh*t I read about throwing up and all, I never had. Eat oatmeal, take vitamins with as much B complex's as you can and TAKE THEM at least two times a day and ice cream but don't put it in the cabinet. Your taking to a guy that was taking 90mg a day in oxy, lost my job and couldn't afford 900 a month for them and that's how I ended up on Meth cuz it's 18.00 a month. Oh, history lesson, Hilter invented Methadone and it's been used for a long time by them. What amazes me is that the world has been practicing medicine for 200 years in America and the best pain relievers we have is aspirin and that toxic tylenol. that sucks. Good luck to all you strong and courageous that are fighting this, you have my blessing and WHO RA!!
Drink distilled water and dont eat for a couple weeks try to drink atleast a gallon a day, Dont eat for atleast 3 weeks, AFter the 3 weeks drink juice not ssugary sh*t eather itd be best to go to the store buy a juicer and juice all the vegitbales you can find try to get organic. SLowley ween your self on juice than eat a litte vegtables and so on