-Shannon Patrick 8-|
I am 30 years old and I started methadone June 2008 for heroin addiction. My whole life I have been skinny, anywhere from 125 to 140 at 5'8, and never had to diet. Within 3 months of being on methadone I gained weight so fast!, I gained probably 80 lbs! It was so incredibly fast it seemed like one day my clothes didn't fit anymore! At my highest dose I was at 110 mgs for a while, and my highest weight was about 245 lbs. Within the last 6 most I have been decreasing my dose and I am now at half, 55mgs. I wanted to decrease to try and lose weight but I have only lost about 45lbs, I'm at 200 lbs now. I know I am decreasing for the wrong reasons, but I hate the way I look and its really hard on me since I have never been overweight before and it was so fast. Its like I don't know who I'm looking at. I try so hard to lose weight, I didn't do anything to gained in the first place. I watch what I eat and go to the gym. Its like I am fighting a losing battle. I'm embarrassed and I have even been asked if I was pregnant! I was mortified! My husband has not treated me any different...but I still hate it. I know I should just be happy I'm not on drugs.....but its so hard. I asked the Dr at the clinic and he said it will go away when I stop taking it, but again it feels like I want to stop for the wrong reasons. I thought when I decreased it would go down, but not as much as I hoped. I guess my question is, is there any way to lose this weight while on methadone? Or am I trying for nothing and just have to be patient and wait till I'm off of it?
I am 24 yrs old and have been on methadone for a little over a year now. When I first started I weighed 110 lbs...around 4 months I started the methadone I began gaining weight, and I am now at 185lbs. Being thin most my life and also having an eating disorder when I was in highschool- this has been incredibly hard for me as it seems to be to all of you who have been used to being a certain size and body type their whole lives and all of a sudden turning into something you feel terrible about. Im currently coming down slowly in the process of getting completely off of this. From what Ive researched and read and been told from many people, the weight does come off once your off the methadone. This has been very hopeful news to me. Ive made my life so much better from where it was years ago, and now I want the chance to be completely happy with myself again. So dont worry everyone, I think theres hope for us to not have this extra weight forever!!