hi evry one so heres my story got the mirena after i had my son my only child. we of course months went by with cramping and spot bleeding. a few times a month a might have a mood swing or two then they would be gone for a while. ive had mine in for 3 years. a few weeks ago i noticed i was tired constantly no matter what i ate vitiamins energydrinks would help with the fatigue. then i noticed when i would get our of bed my feet would hurt and i would walk funny tfor a few minutes then it would go away. headaches reguraly, blurred vision, hard to concentrate, rapid mood swing for a day, i noticed the botttoms of my feet would burn like crazy for a few seconds. had my monthly this week, sever depression anxiety, paranoia, then major mood swings lashing at my fiance when we would try to talk i would get mad then cry then forget what and why i was reacting the way i was,it was like i didnt know my self any more that i couldnt control my mood rollercoasters i felt like i was trapped in a crazy womans body not sure what i would do or say next i was real mean and hurtful to him and i didnt care. this happend non stop. i wanted to issolate my self stay in room i had not interest in spending time with my preciouse son or fiance. it was like i had no control of my feelings and behavior. i literally thought i was going crazy i guess my family thought so too. i mean i waws just having pms why did i act like that. then i sgtarted doing reasearch i found so many women experincing the same thing iam. i was so sad for them but relieved to know that iam not going crazy that this suffering me and my family are going through is not my fault. but i still bad its awful when you dont want to be around the ones that make you happy. then if muy son whos almost 4 does anything wrong i scream and yell at him over minor things thats not the mom i used to be this isnt fair to him he knows theres something wrong with me. i have to live with this guilt of ruining my family. over soemthing i reallyu honestly cannot control. idkwhen and what will cause me to go off. iam ticking time bomb. this device has ruined so many womens lives and destroyed innocent children it should be done away with for good. iam getting mine took out asap. i used to be happy and out going patient idk who iam know but i know i dont like the person iam becoming. ikam scared my fiance is going to leave and him and my son are my world. if any1 is going through these problems dont feel crazy or alone your not. get it taken out so you can start your recovery and be you again. there is support out there thank God for that. and drs need to realize this thing can change you that were not loosing our minds or need a diagnosis for anything all we need is this thing out. i wish all of you strong women out there the best of luck keep ur heads up it will get better if anyone has questions or concerns message me back ill be glad to listen and do my best to help each and evryone and ill update how i feel when i get this mistake out of me thank you all God bless my heart and prayers are with you. we all might be suffering but we are strong women for knowing it was the mirena and dont listen to any one that trys to say your over reacting beaause we are not