I felt like nothing in my life had sense ,i was alone and I starte to cry so hard that I called my mom cause i needed help, so frikkin embarassing
Literally JUST happened to me.
Me & my long term boyfriend got high and ordered pizza. I usually have sober panic attacks but I have control over them.
But tonight was bad.
When the delivery guy got here , I went to get the pizza & he was taking so long to get the food out of the bag. At that point I was thinking he was trying to kill me ( I don't know why ). So I tipped the man & asked my boyfriend to help me carry the stuff cause I was a little shaken up ( because apparently the delivery guy wanted to kill me
Oh my god so I just got high again after being sober for maybe 7 or 8 months. My sister and her bf were pressuring me into smoking so I said, eh why not. I took two hits only, but the second time was too big and I said no, I don't wanna do this. I was coughing so much that my head hurt and my face turned red. So I went outside for some fresh air, keep in mind it's raining and 35 outside. Anyway, I stopped coughing and that's when the high kicks in. I walk back inside for a drink and holy sh*t I felt like I was losing sense of time and everything. Everything felt weird and when I asked for a drink I let it spill all over me, and I felt so bad. Then here comes the hell phase! Go back outside and I felt like my entire f*****g body was on fire. Nothing felt right and my body and mind where somewhere else. All I could think about was how this is how I was gonna die, from weed. I kept praying and pacing back and forth asking God to let whatever this was pass over, every second of it was unbearable. I DEADASS ALMOST WALKED OUT IN THE ROAD AND WAITED FOR A CAR TO HIT ME. Nothing felt right inside of me and I started panicking, my heart was going so fast. Then that's when I went back inside and almost passed out, my body and heart were shaking like hell and I felt like I was going to die. My sister was laughing but her boyfriend rubbed my back until the hell of being high was over. Then I was relaxed after that but still kinda shaky. ALWAYS HAVE A BUDDY WATCH OVER YOU! Please. Weed isn't for everyone and people here have commuted suicide because they thought they were dying. Please be careful, DONT SMOKE WEED IF YOURE PRONE TO PANIC ATTACKS.