Okay, my problem in a nutshell.
I'm 15 (16 in July) and i have been sexually active for 3 months, if that.
Now, im EXTREMELY cautious when it comes to these sorts of things, as i have high hopes for myself in the future. I refuse to have sex without a condom, and when suggested, i also said no to the pull-out method.
I had sex with my boyfriend on the 25th of Febuary, and have not had sex since. As usual, we used a condom. I put it on, also as normal, just so i was sure. The condom did not rip/tear/come off. We were very careful as normal, but im now starting to worry (Just like normal :P)
I have a large period cycle of 35 days, and i'm always very heavy in the flow. I should have started on the 17th of March, but no show.
I still have the symptoms of PMS
- Sore/larger breasts
- Sharp pains in my lower abdomen (stabbing like PMS)
- bloating
- hungry all the time
- feeling of slight nausea (Always towards 9PM)
My boyfriend has been freaking out just as much as me, and im planning of going for a home pregnancy test either on wednesday or friday if my period does not start.
I've also been under alot of stress. I had a near panic attack over a test, and have done a number of assessments that have bothered me. There has also been alot of stress for my friends as there has been a fight at school, alot of threats going on. Im worried for everyone all the time, could this effect my cycle?
I do not wish to involve my parents as i am embarrassed and know how they will react. They are very hateful towards this subject, so i plan on going for a secret abortion if i must.
Please, is there anyone who can tell me what to do? A way to keep me sane, and stress free?