Hello! First of all I want to explain that I don't know my sexual orientation. I had boyfriend, I was in love, but it never came to sex. I'm 27 years old now and since 2 years I'm in love with my best friend, a female. Am I bi or gay? Why I can't make myself be with a guy? On the street I'm noticing only guys. And how to look at her again through friendly eyes? I'm not good, I deeply suffer.
Guest,
Love is complicated. Only you know what your sexual preference is. Is there any sexual desire towards your best friend? For the time being, I wouldn't worry about the societal labels of "Straight", "Bisexual" and "Gay" and just take time in yourself to work out your preferences and desires.
You said "Why can't you make yourself be with a guy?". Is this based on the fact that your previous relationship never came to sex? If it is, let it be known that not all relationships end in sex.
You also said that on the street you only notice guys that you find attractive? Could it be that the love that you feel for your best friend is purely that? Love for a best friend? Could you be thinking too much into the love you feel for your best friend?
Hoping that you find comfort in these words,