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I refuse to take anxiety meds ect. Its not every day but its frequent. If im alone i think n think n think and drive myself to make me belive i have a disease that will end my life and i think of impending doom hahaha its scary and only started couple months after i quit 2.5 yrs ago and is still kind of lingering there.....pops out on occasion. All my minor aches and pains have turned into goofle searches and i have 5 emergency illnesses but then i think "i had 3 illnesses 4 months ago n im fine" then i start to relax. But its hard to get away from the hypocondria. Side note 3 months after i quit i had vertigo so bad i could barley ride in a car thankfully i got that cleard up but every now and then i feel vertigo like symptoms and wig out and sends me into hypocodriac mode. Idk im starting to think that the vertigo started the worrying wich started the googling witch started the hypocondria/anxiety. Shitty cycle!!!! Its really scary now knowing the effects smoking has/had on our bodies, seems like we should be in the same categories as heroin/alcohol addicts. I jump around alot n dont know where to begin so i do apologize anyone reading this. It was mild vertigo symptoms that made me stop in the first place everytime i lit up i would get dizzy to a point i thought i was going to die, and it was no buzz either havent had one in years haha got so sever i went to doctor n said i had fluid in my ears/ some ort of inner ear thing. He gave me a round of antibiotics n boom feelin great. Fast forward this winter i started feeling sliiigght symptoms and went directly to mucinex with pseudoephedrine n after a week was fine. Im hoping its just the cold dry air outside n inside that is messing with my sinuses. Also would happen at the gym i would almost passout right then n there ha. Any sign of the verigo i have a fit and get thrown into a googling im gonna die id**t
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