I actually had to go into the bathroom at work and cry when I saw you're response! Its more of a what a relief someone can relate me
doctors think its all anxiety but I know deep down its not! I am getting anxiety because I dont know what is wrong with me and want this all to stop!! I have made it worse by googling my symptoms I have made myself believe I am dying! :( so far I have diagnosed myself with ALS or MS and I know I wont feel better until I get all the results back
now is just the waiting game
I go to work and I cannot concentrate! I keep googling my symptoms and then I tire my brain out from it and go straight home and sleep. I am a fitness competitor and I train 7 days a week but I just cannot push myself to even go to the gym! I just want to sleep because I am terrified to stay awake
My whole body is twitching which does not help this at all!
I never had any of this until I started the birth control again! .. I knew in the back of my mind I should have never touched them again but if anyone had the bad skin I was dealing with I think they would of done the same
thank you again for responding!!
I was the exact same I saw an TV Ad for ALS and went into hysteria, also via google thought MS, I think it is the unknown that is the most frightening. Please know every Dr I have spoken to and seen and I can count 5-7 all said BC would not cause this......................the only person who empathized with me was the Naturopath. I believe 100% with every fibre in my body that coming off the BC after 11+ years is what created my issues, within 3-4 weeks of stopping all my issues begun and it has been a process ever since. I have a friend who has PCOS and she found great help in finding forums and chat groups who understand. I had panic attacks for 6 weeks after my first period when I have NEVER suffered even mild anxiety in my life.......yet no DR will agree that coming off BC could have created this. The only thing I changed was BC?? My greatest concern is that the BC is handed out like lollies and we just trust our DRs I educate all my friends on my situation and implore them to be very cautious and understand that stopping the body from what it is meant to do natural every month will and does lead to health issues, some big, some small. All we have to do is look at the infertility rate it lines up with the rise of BC, we are the biggest guinea pigs for pharmaceutical companies. I found this forum when I was in great need and the girls who started it Emily and Megan helped my immensely, you are not alone, continue down the path of testing as it will give you comfort as the days and test go on and they come back all ok, this is what gave me hope and helped me relax and understand the body is a crazy thing and an emotional issue can create a physical action, mine was tingles in my left side, mostly arm and face to begin with and now I very rarely get it in my left forearm. Time will heal your anxiety, when you are getting caught up in it, STOP remove yourself from Google and go for a walk or watch a favorite show. This is what got me through the first 6-8 weeks, my husband was amazing he knew I was on Google and would tell me to stop. You will come out the other end of this. Happy to offer some relief. SHRUBO
all they prescribed me is medication! I am done with prescription medicine natural is the way to go and the naturopath I am seeing is pointing me in the right direction.
it breaks my heart to hear of all these women who are having this experience with the pill
The pill is just a mask that is hiding all the underlying problems. Once you stop it all those issues that were there before will be waiting and by then the affect of coming off the pill has enhanced them much greater
if I never came off the pill I wouldn't of known I had PCOS. Which the Endrinocologist could not offer me anything for it besides going back on the pill! Makes me soo angry!
And yes you are right time does heal all and the only way I am going to get through this is once I keep getting test done and I am reassured. Anxiety and depression does tend to run in my family and I have experienced it many of times and the only way to overcome it is to be reassured
and the internet does NOT help at all!! The only good thing that came out of googling my symptoms was this site which I am grateful to you for responding :) god bless you and all
The other women who are going through this
god definitely made women stronger for a reason!
I will post back once I get my MRI results and see the neurologist next week.
Maria
Hi Maria,
I am sorry you, another woman, is going through this again. It does get better, but it definitely takes time. I'm still not 100% but getting there. My doctors told me it wasn't from the BC, which was totally BS. My husband keeps telling me that 'you know your body best' and definitely go with that instinct. Don't Google, WebMD it or anything else. I drove myself to crazy anxiety over and over again at work thinking I was dying too. Try to go for walks, enjoy the outdoors, eat well, get your sleep, (even if it is a lot!) and talk with your family and friends. I see an acupuncturist and receive Cranial Sacral Therapy at the same time. Go get a massage too. Get your energy moving and balanced, it's an investment in your health, no matter if people think it's frivolous/useless or whatnot. It has helped me. I have mentioned it before in previous posts, not sure if anyone has read it yet or not, but 'Taking Charge of Your Fertility' by Toni Weschler has helped me understand my cycle better. Also download the Kindara Fertility App to track your cycle. Once you have the tools and knowledge about your cycle you start to see patterns, when you get anxiety, headaches, fatigue, bloating, crankiness, good sleep, poor sleep, etc. Keep us posted! Feel better!
today I am much worse I didnt even get up for work. I may lose my job from this madness! Its soo bad! My anxiety is out the roof until I see the neurologist next week. I am only thinking the worst! I had to take a panadeine forte to go to sleep lastnight because I was shaking. I feel good sleeping then it hits me once I wake up!! My whole body starts to buzz and twitch and then the bad thoughts start happening and by the time you know it my heart is pounding and breathing gets weird! :'( I cant take it anymore honestly I feel that everything ive been working hard for this past year I am going to lose because of what's happening to me
I told my boyfriend to come see me on my lunch break yesterday and I just broke down and cried to him and I worried the c**p out of him
Can you ladies please tell me what kind of symptoms you have had
Maria
Hi Maria,
So sorry about today. You aren't alone! My symptoms were / are : exhaustion, headaches, stabbing pain in temple, tingling in temple, night sweats, anxiety, sore neck, heart palpitations, insomnia, I'm sure there are more that I can't think of at the moment. I had to get a low dose prescription for xanex. I hate taking meds but sometimes I absolutely need to. I can now recognize my anxiety attack symptoms and try to work through them but Sometimes I can't without meds. keep us posted
Things feel like they are getting worse and then somethings get better. I am sick and tired of feeling this way. I have been going through hell ! I tried taking a particular antidepressant and omg it was so bad I thought that was it for me! Couldn't feel my tongue for 24 hours, the twitching got worse! My body was spasming and moving on its own. It was a really bad experience
ive had MRI's, nerve tests. Doctors are saying its anxiety disorder I dont know what to believe ! Before this mess all started I was a fit 25 year old athlete I am a fitness competitor and would train 7 days a week
now I am at home bed bound and almost jobless!
:( just keep praying that is all you can do!
I am sorry to hear what is happening with you
were you feeling any other symptoms?
I am sorry that you are going through all of this, but trust me I know exactly how you are feeling. For me it's been over a year now, and things are much much better I can guarantee. Last year I went through absolute hell. I had so many symptoms that I can't even count. I got worried about cancer, brain tumor, MS, hearth defect, you name it. I was trying to tell myself that it was all from the hormonal imbalance due to coming off the birth control, but how can you not get worried when your body is obviously telling you that something is wrong... Unfortunately there is no quick and easy solution. For me it was a long recovery (which is still going on) and not a steady one. There are ups and downs. You just need to hang in there. Acupuncture really helped me with anxiety. I was also on the verge of quitting my job and leaving everything, but I kept telling myself ok one more week, ok until the end of this month.. It is definitely a life changing experience and no one will understand you unless they go through the same thing. I felt really lonely; I was sharing it with my friends, but no one wants to hear you complain about your health 24/7. Fortunately my boyfriend has been so tolerant with me, more than I could ask for. I hope you also have some people around you who can listen to you and comfort you when you feel very anxious. I haven't been able to post in the longest time, but I will try to respond more regularly. So if you or anyone who is reading this post has any questions I'll do my best to answer them.
Best,
Emily
Ugh guys this has literally been a living hell for me and, from what I've been reading, all of you lovely ladies too. I'm so so scared. I went off my birth control pill at the end of Sept 2015 due to a whole range of awful symtoms and now I feel even worse! I felt so great last month for about 2 weeks but after my last period finished at the end of November I have felt awful. My anxiety has gotten so bad and I don't know what to do because I feel so trapped and scared like it'll never get better. I'm also terrified because I've been feeling really disassociated from myself- like really disassociated from my body, almost like an out of body experience or like I'm dreaming a lot when really I seem to be functioning as normal. Has anyone else had this? Everyone close to me says I'm so much more like myself than I was even 3 months ago which makes me so happy but this is really scaring me :(