I do not remember how old I was at the time I was sexually abused over and over by my only older brother. The memories are a bit foggy but the actual abuse is crystal clear for me. Even though I have dated, I stopped as every time we were physical, I felt absolutely nothing. All I can think is that the guy is just using me for pleasure. I have opened up to a few sisters and my mom but even though they felt awful, their reactions were simply indifferent. This makes me feel terribly misunderstood and much worse; like they do not care. Deep down, I would really love to find true love but I am afraid to feel nothing. I just feel so ruined and very much alone. It is slowly killing me inside.
It is common accidents nowadays because we are not giving the proper sexual education to our childs and if it will be continues then one day you will see that a son will f**k his mother and sister openly with respact so we need to care our childs and you need to forgot this accident.
I was also sensually abused by my older brother when I was7 or 8 years. It was repeated many times and went on for years and is still happening even though we are both married now. Whenever my husband goes out of town, my brother comes over and makes me have sex with him. I just accept it as my role is to satisfy his hunger and let him have his way with me. It happens 5 or 6 times in a year.