I smoke synthetic weed last month March 25,2017 and since May 1,2017 I think I'm getting better every single day ,but I have this thought about doing suicide , because I'm thinking about would I ever be the same again or would I stay like this forever? My effects are emotions is like a roller coaster , screaming out loud,kinda getting better.SO I keep saying to myself that God will help me get through this craziness!!!