I just started my suboxone,  yesterday I took my first  today i took my last of 2 a day. (I went to a Dr that was on the list from suboxone,com  he treats opium and heroin , I had to be starting W/D  before he wold see me and i was lucky all the rest were completely stupid. ever talk to a  nurse on the phone during W/D. anyway i had to take a pee test and then he sat with me for over an hr to find out were i was and how much i was taking.  he put me on a 15 day treatment, with a calender of the dosage ( 8 x2 for for days, 4 halves for 4 days. half for 4 days. right now no its good im on 2 8mg pills. they are strong makes me dizzy and then it goes away. i will let you all know how its going. i have read all kinds of things enough to discourage you . well im in a hotel all alone my wife sent me a test telling me she cant stand me and your gone. hr later i lost my 130,000 a year job and  all i have is some cloths in a bag and a empty hotel room. I lost my wife she is what can say something that you see once in a while walking down the street that turns your hard beautiful. I was luck to have gotten her. and my job. i lost 35 pounds in the last 3 months. so you see im in a situation right now that i must turn it around now. im so sick of them. i new i was hooked so long ago. 10/325 from pain management. I'm a disabled vet a navy diver. and i feel like i was tossed out in to the trash. will not call me or answer me and nothing. as if i was not there. one part of me was looking the rest of the pills you know what i mean the other side of me said fight fight for your life. i never dreamed i would be sitting addicted to pain killers. they change you badly. destroy relationship and life. I know I have just lived it. i could not stop because of the god awful pain and W/D first time a ran out a couple years ago oh my god i had no idea what the hell was happening. so i understand i may not get out of this with out hurting from he sub. look what i did to get here... i cried for help  from her but was completely ignored, got a chance to tell her about this suboxone i read about . oh  i dont care about those pills . i didn't want to here it its more then that. its all the pills guys.  please some tell me if im crazy, she takes them too. for a disk i the neck. i have seen her go from 1. 5mg a day to i suspect 30 35 a day. she said they dont bother me in anyway. so thats an excuse from you. she is protecting them isn't she at all cost . sorry for the rant im feeling sick so i have to go. not eating much. someone  tell me they can see it. or  she is fine?  she not right.  sorry my grammar is bad . im really starting  to feel bad....I hope god is there right know. i feeel like throwing up just thinking about taking a pain killer