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Okai, first off, I am positive I have the exact same thing. And ive done so much research on it, too much for my own good (discovered things I would never have wanted to know). But now, I am also pretty sure that what I am suffering of is DEPERSONALIZATION/DEREALIZATION, well thats just me, it migh be different for u guys. It happened to me the same way too, I smoked ALOT of marijuana one time (probably my 5th time), and then BOOM! its like I never came down from the high (wierd feeling). Describing what im feeling is kind of like the first poster mentionned, everything seems different, like watching a movie, SOMETIMES Ill feel normal BUT its like UGH idk, its just not the SAME as it used to :/ "as if nothing is real and im in a dream", yeah I fee that a lot also. Yeah, I hope toothat ill eventully get it off my mind or something. However, suffering from this, Im constantly thinking of stuff, like: "Am I gifted in some way?, since I see the world differently than others? or is this just some stupid disorder that just deceiving me of the true reality", really deep scar thoughts,they really feel stupid, but I can't help myself since I am feeling so strange.
Oh yeah I've been living with this since March, so that'd be 5 months, nothing to be proud of :/ but just to inform. Sorry I couldn't help, Im still new to all of this too and trying omake sense of it seems completely impossible, but im on my way there (Y)
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thanks a ton
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Had this exact same thing happen to me twice. I'm 26 now, it first happened when I was 21. I had been smoking weed everyday since age 14, and I was on an antibiotic so I first thought that these symptons were side effects of the antibiotic not the weed. My heart was racing, I couldnt sleep because my mind just would not shut off, i felt like I was outside my body, basically a bad high that lasted for months. It was literally a horrible feeling that never went away, I would be thinking about it fromt he time I woke up, until the time I went to bed. I ended up getting klonopin to help me sleep, and prozac for the depression.
When this first happened it took me about 2 months to finally visit a psychiatrist that would prescribe me the prozac and klonopin, but within a week of taking 40mg of prozac I was feeling way better. Within a month of so of taking prozac I had almost returned to normal, and was able to get a good nights sleep and no longer felt depressed all day.
So this originally happened in August, and I stopped smoking weed not because I thought it was a side effect of the weed, but because i felt that weed just made these effects worse. I started smoking weed again around march, and continued to smoke without any problems for about 10 months. By then I was no longer taking prozac because I felt fine, and then I had the exact same reaction happen again while I was smoking. luckily I knew enough to start back on prozac and within a few weeks I was fine again, and I learned that I just cant smoke weed anymore as much as I love it.
I still think about smoking all the time, but the feeling these side effects give me is not worth the risk. So I have had this happen twice, and i can say that it was the worst experience of my life, but that taking prozac helped me return to normal, and that seroquel and klonopin made it possible for me to get a good nights sleep until the effects of smoking went away.
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-Medical Marijuana Patient no.# 420
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