still feeling awkward 4 weeks after smoking marijuana

Hey, there. I had weed, like, 3.5 weeks ago, and I don't feel like myself anymore. To put it into context, for instance, when I sit to watch a movie, or show, I feel the sense of comfort is missing, and things are starting to get to me. It's like I'm in a perpetual state of nostalgia, and flashbacks are f*****g me over. It's like I'm losing myself, and I just don't feel like myself anymore. I've anxiety, and depression, but, it's not that, I guess? I've always had it, sort of. I was okay with my numbness. I had embraced it, and I felt like myself. I was real fond of my company, and although, depressed, I had learnt to cope with loneliness. Now, however, the feeling is so eerier, and alien. It's like I'm not myself, and I feel so artificial, and lonely. Totally not like myself. It's like I'm just some guy, living. I don't how do I revert to my previous mental state. This sh*t's whack. Especially, the nostalgia part; it starts to feel like I've traveled back in time. It only happened after I had the weed. I got tested, and my kidneys aren't filtering out the waste properly. Like, the excess waste is very insubstantial, but, it's static. The toxins might be f*****g with my brain's neurochemistry? I don't know. I liked the depressed me. I liked the anxious me. But, not this sh*t. Everything else pales away in comparison with this. sh*t's screwed.

Hey bro don't worry everything is going to alright. I had same feelings and had no clue what to do. And later on i had to know i had lack of vitamin B12 sometimes it happens when you have lack of vitamin B 12 and don't live alone. Be with friends and Family or have pet ( dog ) . Stay positive :)

Did you seek professional help. My son was in the hospital,had a seizure and now is on medication to keep him calm. He currently in a physc hospital. The doctor told me he could be like this for a year.

These were all over a year ago and I’m feeling this now and have been for the past 3 weeks, has yours resolved yet or are you guys still feeling like this?

I am now 17 i smoked weed over 6 years ago and i have never done it since ..i did it like 5 times but my last time doing it i got very very “stoned” had a panic attack and fell asleep but woke up the next morning and still felt high i guess. Its very weird its like a sense of Anxiety And a type of depression it is depression.. i feel like a type of dizzyness along with a lot of anxiety .. you honestly have to try to stay positive if you need someone to talk to or have any questions ***this post is edited by moderator *** *** posting of social network links, groups, invitations, or usernames is not allowed *** Please read our Terms of Use .. dont be shy or scared to ask something or to talk about

Do u still have the same feeling?

YOU’RE SUPER RIGHT, GLAD YOU’RE OKAY NOW. HAD THE BAD EFFECTS OF EATING EDIBLES & IT’S BEEN 10 DAYS NOW. IT’S LIKE ONCE I QUIT, I FEEL THE ANXIETY & THE WEIRDNESS IN MY HEAD BUT I KNOW TO THINK POSITIVE. I FIRST STARTED SMOKING WEED WHEN I WAS 12 & QUIT WHEN I WAS 14 BECAUSE OF BAD EXPERIENCES BUT IT MADE ME SO MUCH WISER AFTER THAT BAD EXPERIENCE. I HAVE QUIT ONCE & FOR ALL NOW BECAUSE I HATE THE BAD FEELINGS. I AM DELIVERT....

Guys it’s just your mind the more u think about it the more it messes with your head be confident that your back in yourself because we are we can touch everything see everything normally just that we think we not when we really are i was scared that I was the only one but thank you guys I have someone that feels the same way

I am 19 years old and female. This is happening to me and I'm scared. I feel like the last time I got high it kinda "broke" my brain. I have gotten high from weed occasionally over the past 3 years, sometimes as often as once a week but never more than that and the longest I went without doing it was a couple months. It took me a while to get used to it first but then I was fine and could handle it. About two weeks ago I went camping with my boyfriend and his friends. I hadn't gotten high in 3 months. I got high three days in a row and the last time I got really screwed up and I started crying. I decided in that moment crying that even though weed is amazing for some people it is not for me and I never want to smoke it again.i know that I obviously had more than I could handle that experience isn't the problem, the problem is that I expected to feel better by now, and while I have none of the fun parts of being high at this point I still feeling the negative effects of the anxiety, paranoia, confusion and really not feeling anything like myself I feel like I'm going crazy. I had some issues with anxiety and depression years ago but I've been fine for a really long time but since smoking 2 weeks ago I feel terrible. I really hope this feeling goes away soon because it has caused a lot of problems in just this short amount of time.

Adding to my post above, the first two days I had smoked, the last time that got me too messed up was several hits off a joint and then half an edible after. Also, please don't say anything mean I already feel terrible enough and I don't know a lot about weed anyway which I know is stupid, if you're gonna do a drug you should know about it