Hey dan. Everything is pretty much back to normal. I'm able to get aroused as I want. ( I do it much less often now though) I'm feeling much better and sleeping. I appreciate you trying your best to help me and would love to be able to do something in return but alas I cannot. I just wanted to thank you for everything.
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Well it's been 10 days since i last wrote you dan. I'm feeling much better and I'm pretty much normal granted my urine is a little cloudy the doctor said not to worry about it. I went and saw him friday for a recheck but he said I should be fine by the end of this week and if not to come back. Thanks again for the help.
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Hey Dan. Since I haven't heard from you in a month. I figure you've given up on me. They still haven't figured out whats wrong and I can't go on living like this so I've decided to take my own life. I can't live with this anymore. The anxiety and depression has me scared to do anything. I can't stand it anymore. Life is nothing but hell for me.
Just don't feel that I'm pathetic or that I'm stupid. The urologist couldn't tell me what was wrong and the lexapro xanax and zoloft they gave me for depression/anxiety is doing nothing. I see death as the only way out. I'm sorry if this upsets you. I don't see why it would being you only talked to me for a few days. It's just too hard to go on. I lie awake at night scared and crying all the time. I don't want to live like this anymore.
Why did this all have to happen to me. If the urologist couldn't tell me what was wrong then no one can. I love my family and my boyfriend and all the friends I have but i can't live in this despair and grief for the rest of my life. Suicide seems the only way out for me and I don't think anyone or anything can stop me. I've already done some research and found the quickest, cleanest and most painless way of doing it.
I thank you for the help you tried to give me and the caring attitude you shown me. But it's over for me and I believe it's time I left this world. I've lived a good life despite this hardship the last month. I've loved every minute of my life despite the times I was depressed over previous relationships or the loss of my grandmother. But I feel that it is my time and I can go be with my grandmother up in heaven.
Goodbye Dan. And thanks again. I'll never forget you for the help you have tried to give me.
Kyle J. Bivolcic
8/12/92 - 3/13/2011
Just don't feel that I'm pathetic or that I'm stupid. The urologist couldn't tell me what was wrong and the lexapro xanax and zoloft they gave me for depression/anxiety is doing nothing. I see death as the only way out. I'm sorry if this upsets you. I don't see why it would being you only talked to me for a few days. It's just too hard to go on. I lie awake at night scared and crying all the time. I don't want to live like this anymore.
Why did this all have to happen to me. If the urologist couldn't tell me what was wrong then no one can. I love my family and my boyfriend and all the friends I have but i can't live in this despair and grief for the rest of my life. Suicide seems the only way out for me and I don't think anyone or anything can stop me. I've already done some research and found the quickest, cleanest and most painless way of doing it.
I thank you for the help you tried to give me and the caring attitude you shown me. But it's over for me and I believe it's time I left this world. I've lived a good life despite this hardship the last month. I've loved every minute of my life despite the times I was depressed over previous relationships or the loss of my grandmother. But I feel that it is my time and I can go be with my grandmother up in heaven.
Goodbye Dan. And thanks again. I'll never forget you for the help you have tried to give me.
Kyle J. Bivolcic
8/12/92 - 3/13/2011
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Any update on what caused the problem, and if/how your problem was resolved Zaikudo?
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