My boyfriend and I have been together for over a year now but have known each other for 7 years. We have been sexually active for most of our relationship and because of medical issues between the two of us we never have used birth control of any type. We felt if we did get pregnant we would deal with it -we are both adults and can take care of a little bundle of joy. We really got to know one another very quickly and fell into love easy. He is 11 years older than I am and he is always talking about how everyone his age has so much more than what he does - a house, a family, and a good job making good pay. Now, he has had major medical problems; he has had kidney failure, received a kidney from his mom, 12 years later that kidney failed as well. Now he is on dialysis awaiting for another kidney. I am currently going through tests to see if I am capable to donate an organ. I want so badly to give him that family -something that everyone else has. Every month it breaks my heart again and again to see we aren't pregnant. I am beginning to think I can't get pregnant but I try to tell myself its him; he's not exactly healthy and not likely producing any or enough sperm. I love him so badly and want to make him happy - I know he would be tickled to become a father. Its hard seeing everyone become parents and get pregnant knowing we can't seem to ourselves.