Hey guys was seeing a lot of threads about what many of you where feeling and as uncomfortable as I felt just glad I'm not alone in feeling these things going on with me right now. I was using ecstacy for about a month maybe 12-15 pills in a month maybe less but that's what I estimate I was using (without knowledge of what I do now) I thought it was all fine and dandy to take without know the after effects about 2 weeks after my last use I started to feel the withdrawals of the drug but before everything seemed normal I could eat smoke weed and everything was great until the 3rd. I started losing my appetite, suicidal tendencies, depressions, fatigue, left arm and chest area was tight like someone was squeezing that left side to my heart no stop. It got to the point I got afraid and went to the ER and had a EKG done which all came back good and the doctor told me it was heart palpitations I was feeling. I followed up with a personal doctor in hopes I could get some advice or home remedies that might calm these effects down but he told me it was something my body needed to recover on its own because it was depleted of things the ecstacy basically gave me while on it. Went home and the symptoms continued all the same but after a few days my left arm felt normal again. This is my 4 week since my last use and basically the 2nd week of dealing with these symptoms. Little by little on the second week I felt my appetite come back, tightness in my chest was almost gone, energy stabilizing and I can work, just at time when I get home I can feel my heart racing but could be the fact my body is still recovering and the work is a bit strenuous on my body in its recovery state. I can control my heart rate compared to it beating out my chest non stop like it did in week 3 after my last use. Now I can calm my heart rate and things seem to be getting back to normal. My advice is don't take ecstacy if you have anxiety and or depression the withdrawal effects can be the worst thing you'll ever feel and almost feels like death. I'm posting on this threat to spread awareness to those thinking of using this. You don't want to feel like many of us had, so many are still recovering and thank god mines I feel won't last as long maybe no more than a month or 2. I quiet all smoking, all caffeine, cigs, sugar and all just to give my body that chance to speed itself up in recovery. If you don't the symptoms can last longer and you can do more harm than good in the recovery phase. My best wishes to all experience this or something similar. You will get better just do right by your body and keep anything that will harm the recovery phase away UNTIL YOU FEEL BETTER.