Hello. Let me make it up to you,my dear. Masturbation is a way of learning about yourself. Your body. How your metabolism and organism work,and this activity is completely normal. Hey,even I do it at least twice a day,but I sometimes get caught by my sister who oftentimes threatens me with snitching me out for what I've done. So,the point is; you are not the only one in this situation AND you aren't insane! Well,I hope we'd get to talk again,and by the way,I'm younger than you ^^