Hello there,
I have the same issue. I can’t remember if there is one boyfriend to whom I was faithful. Usually I am doing this because he makes me anger, and there are so many guys who wants to be with me and most of the time I simply can’t resist. In most cases I don’t feel satisfaction about this at all. And I feel guilt. And I am pretty sure that I need to talk to someone about this, but also I am pretty sure that I am doing this because my father was cheating my mother most of their marriage.
She was unhappy, but she didn’t do anything about this. Well, I am refusing to be the same like her.
i have the same problem. I am addicted to cheating. I am also very beautiful and attract guys like flys.
I am 35, married have two daughters, 18 an 19. One of my co workers had party at his new house after work. Either I had too much wine to drink or somebody put something in my drink cause things got really hazy an next thing I know, I was in bedroom on bed wit all my clothes on floor. Five mens were lined up an taking turns having sex wit me. It shudda feeled wrong cause it waa cheating on husband, hut it dint. I feeled gud an exciting. I had big orgasms, more than one. It were jus because it were forbidden an exciting. It was cause more than jus one man wanted to pump they peanuces into me. They peanuces were bigger than husband a an that deemed so gud an gives me more than one orgasm an they were bigger to than sit jus husband. Since that day, I been getting together couple times week after work wit groups of mens who all pump it in me. Sometimes only two or three is there, but other times twelve or fifteen us there. Two mire women's from work has joined. We do all kinda sex., different position, oral anal, lesbian more than one mens at time. It alk is very exciting an satisfying. Much better than wit husband.
I don't want daughters to have to eat so long as me to find out what to real I joy of sex is. So I am bringing them to next after work party does they can get pleasured and excited an not waste so much years like me to find real pleasures an the excitement if variety if peanuces can bring.