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i also has an abortion 4 weeks ago, i done it purely on the fact that my mother is also pregnant and my boyfriend didnt want to have the baby, everyday since that i have regretted giving up my child, with all the baby talk in my house it gets me down and i end up thinking about it for the rest of my day, im so excited for my sister to be born as i am designated babysitter as i have a night job but im afraid of me getting to attatched thinking thats its my child, ive already planned to buy so much things for the baby, running to the baby isle in shops looking at clothes in maazines getting ready for the ugly nappy changes, cant talk to anyone bout this cause my mother will only say its dpone noe and my boyfriend will ignore me, when i found out i was prenant i was smiles and teeth i couldnt stop thinking how happy i was gonna be to see my baby in 7 months, my boyfriend seemed happy too until he started ranting about we couldnt support a child we cant look after ourselves, i know that i could of looked after her/him i have three younger sisters where as two of them i have looked after and loved, im so scared that im goin to take over my new born sisster, it worrys me knowing im going to have to look after her when i just killed mine, i know i have made the wrong decision and i dont think theres a way of getting over it, im constantly trying to have sex with my boyfriend i also think thats because i want to have a baby so badly now, im 17 and think this is my time to become a mother 17 is pretty respectable age to become a mother nower days, abortion is an awful thing and i dont recommend anyone to do it, any advice :(
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