as i get older i feel get depressed and wanting to kill myself bc i hate my life.., im 18 male. idk what to do. how can i get this of my mind . and i dont want to go on some stupid pills
If you feel like there is something that is not right in your life - and that is so obviously true, than you are at least some way away on making the things that will make you feel at least little bit better happen. Maybe all you need is someone who will listen to you and give you some new perspective on things, because, believe me, everyone felt like you have at one point in life. And what if you had to take the meds? I didn't want to, but I did just to give it a try - and only for a month, because I couldn't take anymore of the same, and maybe they helped, maybe it was just my mind, but things have gotten better. So, you are suffering and you don't have to, that is how it sounds to me.