Hi I am 13 and in middle school and I find it relly hard to get s girlfriend i'v had chances to have a girlfriend but I didn't like the girls so I didn't date them. I have my mind set on 2 girls I like both of them but I think I actually love love one she is caucasian tall blond hair and just beautiful. The other one is mix of races black hair and spends time with me. The main reason I want a girlfriend is beacause... Well I love her and another reason is because I heard it is great for your health and improves your chances of a long term relationship in the future. Can any of you tell me if I should take my chances and date or if I should wait and see what happens?
Also both of them are my friends and im afraid if they find out I love them what they will tell their friends and if they might stop hanging out with me