....with caution
I've been on subs for 2 years consistently shooting 4 mg a day suboxone, and I will say I did the best coke any of you ever seen while on it and the bad side effects of the coke were minimal because suboxone kept me good. It's prettt much a dumb speed ball but instead a shot of buprenorphine. If your on sub maintence and before you were on subs did not like cocaine.. on subs you will love cocaine. EXTREMELY BAD, EXTREMELY ADDICTIVE. Don't do it
That last line was very, VERY powerful!! I've just relapsed after 7 years clean off opiates, benzos and a small, short term crack an heroin use. I always said, after sitting in the rooms and hearing how AMAZING the heroin high was, and training to hit veins as a vet tech, that if I relapsed, I'd definitely go hard and make that white key tag worth it, meaning I'd go straight to shooting dope. I didn't do it on my first run. My first run was prescribed pain killers, muscle relaxers, benzos, and then a "friend" (ha) introduced me to snorting heroin because I was out of my pills and was told that I would get very ill without them. Another "friend" (ha) introduced me to crack. I didn't particularly like it but I LOVED coming down by snorting, so I did it on and off. After 5 days I a cushy detox and 10 months in a posh (and I do mean posh, to the tune of my stay costing my poor parents over $100,000, I put together 9 years. Well, my fiance slipped on Dilaudid IV, so I did too. Then it was heroin IV. We ran for 4 mos and I did some "never have I evers" (yet), relocated to a very small town very far away in the South, and 2 mos in, here comes occasional (for me) IV pills. He ran hard. I still had control. We'd clean up on subs but when money was good, BAM! He decided about 4 mos ago to kick it up to heroin. I fought him tooth and nail because he's a beast on it and it almost killed our relationship last time, but I eventually gave in, fighting the whole time. Long story short, we picked up a liking for occasional crack, kept the dope, got evicted, he's in jail on all kinds of charges, probably for a very long time, I have stopped the dope but still like the occasional rock when I can get it. This disease is a beast. I can't wait to put this pipe down for good. I did with the needle and that's harder! A reservation? Idk... Advice welcome.
Just cause u got a white collar, doesn't mean ur ass is any better than the heroin junkie downtown .