I had my transplant oct 2005... long story short it worked out, eventually. My problem is that I WAS an honor roll student in all my life until after this surgery. Then (9-11th grade) I dissappointed my family over and over again by failing in school, being mean... or lazy.... and its not me. I seem to be more controlling, and argumentative. but thats not the real problem at all.
I used to be the annoying (sometimes funny) kid from 1st grade -8th, but now I don't even talk in school. The part that concerns me is that I dont care that im not talking, I dont want to talk to anyone because people make me sick. they are just overall useless, I could go on for days about it, but thats not the point. It worries me that Ive lost faith in humanity and myself.
I also cant enjoy all the things I used to do, for example I cant play Halo 3 because I shake and can never truly improve at the game. Im not on steriods, I was one of the first to use an alternative, an IV treatment.
Anyway.... Im just bored in class and I dont want to talk to people so i typed this. I dont know what to expect honostly, just wanted to type a little i guess. thanks for reading.
I used to be the annoying (sometimes funny) kid from 1st grade -8th, but now I don't even talk in school. The part that concerns me is that I dont care that im not talking, I dont want to talk to anyone because people make me sick. they are just overall useless, I could go on for days about it, but thats not the point. It worries me that Ive lost faith in humanity and myself.
I also cant enjoy all the things I used to do, for example I cant play Halo 3 because I shake and can never truly improve at the game. Im not on steriods, I was one of the first to use an alternative, an IV treatment.
Anyway.... Im just bored in class and I dont want to talk to people so i typed this. I dont know what to expect honostly, just wanted to type a little i guess. thanks for reading.
called being in high school is a common problem that hurts the life's of many in your age group the only cure is to try to pass your classes and grow out of that age group take it as words from a survivor