Right now its and im just about closing off day 4 of wd'ing. I have quit MANY MANY times before, id say atleast 8-10, but never really got past the point im at now.
I have been using suboxone(and just 1mg of xanax on day3) to help with the wd, because i just cant handle the insanity of going cold turkey. In the past 4 days ive taken 16mg of suboxone. 8mg on day 1, 4mg on day 3, and another 4mg today.
I have been using for just about 5 years now. My first time using was on my 16th birthday, today i am 21 and 3 months. My to,erance was always up and down but by the end of it all i was using just about 200mg +- a day of oxycodone(roxies,blues). Since about a little less than a year ago, if i wasnt able to afford the outrageous street price of $20-$25 a pill, id resort to H. I prefer the pharms way more , but tough times call for desperate measures.
After god willing staying clean, i feel as if im going back to when i was before 16yrs old becuase thats when was the last time i was basically drug free.
My knees are driving me insane, and my mind is getting there aswell, time doesnt move, and i havent really been out the house since the night before i decided to stop. My symptons have been pretty much physically no energy at all but my mind is speeding at 10000 miles per second, my knees are irratating the F out of me, i sleep for about 5 hours a night by now but a very unreplenishing sleep it is.
The cravings come and go, but when they come, its almost a miracle that they dont break me down and have me on the phone calling "my guy".
If anyone has any advice for me, tips, supporting words, please post away, anything to help me push past this hard time would really be greatly appreciated.
(How long till i start to really feel normal, not better, but NORMAL)
MY POST IS DEFF A LONG ONE TO READ, AND PROB FILLED WITH LOTS OF UNNECESSARY INFO, BUT VENTING THAT OUT FELT GREAT
id say keep it up, give it some time and you will feel better soon..200mg is alot of oxy..if your sleeping thats great. all the usual stuff like nutritional foods, lots of water,galon a day,steaming hot baths will help tremendously, u prob dont feel like it but exercise will speed the process up,, walking as much as possible or jogging even better to give your body a good burn physically and cardio wise..normally suboxone will work like majic and make you feel like you never took a pill in your life.not sure what your plan is with them but if there prescribed so that u can have them through out this process you should be good...keep it up no matter what kid u can do it..get your life back before your 31 and back here again.. ive seen too many people ruin their lives this way..keep goin, it does get better.. every one is different and it will take some time before u feel normal and good again, but trust me be strong its worth it........................................................../,..,.)
was the suboxone prescribed??because i know u have to be in complete withrawal from oxys before u take subs or u it will cause u to be in complete widrawal. if u take it before.....
hang tough.i heard a gentleman say pain cant stop the time but time will surely stop the pain! I jumped off of 8mg 15 days ago and 6 7 8 were absolute monsters not so much as physical but outrageous mental I really believed I was not going to make it!. but here I am. I still have very little sleep and the mood swings are well on there way out. all the rest have died a slow death. if you are doing this because YOU are tired of this thing that has robbed you of so many friends and much of your own life if YOU are doing this because YOU want to do it then, don't worry your home because no matter WHAT it can only KILL YOU if you use again...