do I get crazy when i'm high

So it seems to me an everyone else that when I get high I act like im on salvia or some sh*t Example here's a story so me an my friends were chilling outside smoking in the woods I got high but it was more of a buzz an we walked to the lake to chill an I decided to rip the pipe again an I milked it an died an after all the choking was done I started f*****g moshing in the grass with my friend we were hitting each other but I was way worse my heart w as f*****g beating then we decide to walk to a better spot we call the hill an when we were walking my friends were behind me saying wtf going on with him an I dont care cause im in front of them thinking im walking on a huge ass bud cause it looks like it to me I stop an brush my face against th bushes an lavender an lay down my friends were ripping the pipe while I was screwed an I put more weed an there an was about to hit an my ffriends 2fa were like you need to chill dont smoke an I said its my weed f**k off an there like ok dude just chill an I f*****g milked it again an I was all in my friends face while he was smoking I made him laugh cause I was screwed an he was trying to hit it an he said chill so I walked home by myself an I was walking home an I looked down my street an it looks like a dark scary cave to me but it was just dark in reality an I walked home scared an I tried touching my nose with my head tilted slowly an i was touching my nose very slowly an it was kind of hard So what do you guys think do I go crazy or am I just screwed an no im not a new smoker this recently started accruing an also im starting a channel on YouTube would you guys be intersected it would be my playing a game in the background sharing a story like these that happen to me